John Stones #33 waiting for news on Bae’s hammy but in the meantime just get in our fannies

Status
Thread locked. We start a new thread when they have over 1000 posts, click the blue button to see all threads for this topic and find the latest open thread.
New to Tattle Life? Click "Order Thread by Most Liked Posts" button below to get an idea of what the site is about:
Order Thread by Most Liked Posts
Gossgossgoss9888

Gossgossgoss9888

You're all so lovely.

I know she doesn't work every day because of her kids.

So maybe she hasn't seen it yet. So I should probably recall it because she'll feel bad about missing it.

Or maybe she's seen it but doesn't think it needs a response. In which case she'll see me trying to recall it and will think I'm mad.

Feel like a dick for emailing anyway when other people have real problems and need her help.

Can't bleeping concentrate or focus, it's doing my head in.

Working on a thing that has a connected document that about 5 people have contributed to. Made a couple of updates for the bit I'm doing. Boss reviewed it and came back with loads of comments on the other bits, now I have to dig into all the decisions that other people made weeks ago so I can explain them.

Trying to get stuff done but I feel so slow and stupid, like everything I do is wrong. Still stuck going into the office every day because of my trainee, who keeps asking if I'm okay because I'm quiet and it's exhausting to keep reassuring her.

Bumped into work crush on my way to hide a panic in the toilet. He asked if I was okay, I said yes but couldn't stop my face from doing this 😬

Later he brought a cup of tea to my desk and asked again if everything was OK. I know you'll think I should have said something, not even for the crush but for talking to someone. But I couldn't.

Not really feeling very connected to my body at the minute. Bit dissociatey all of the time. Big blank nothingness interspersed with weepy moments. Bit scary.

Haven't heard from the doctors if I'm registered yet. I ticked the box on the form that I wanted them to let me know. Don't want to bug them but maybe I'll call and check if I haven't heard by next week. Don't know if I'll have the courage to make an appointment though. Don't have the courage for much.

On sofa, wrapped in blanket.

Cup of tea. Going to eat mac and cheese in a min. It's the first thing I've eaten all day, I'm sorry.

Then will go to bed after. Nothing worth staying up for.

I'm so sorry for being such a miseryguts.
 
  • Heart
Reactions: 9
cobette

cobette

Gossgossgoss9888 said:
You're all so lovely.

I know she doesn't work every day because of her kids.

So maybe she hasn't seen it yet. So I should probably recall it because she'll feel bad about missing it.

Or maybe she's seen it but doesn't think it needs a response. In which case she'll see me trying to recall it and will think I'm mad.

Feel like a dick for emailing anyway when other people have real problems and need her help.

Can't bleeping concentrate or focus, it's doing my head in.

Working on a thing that has a connected document that about 5 people have contributed to. Made a couple of updates for the bit I'm doing. Boss reviewed it and came back with loads of comments on the other bits, now I have to dig into all the decisions that other people made weeks ago so I can explain them.

Trying to get stuff done but I feel so slow and stupid, like everything I do is wrong. Still stuck going into the office every day because of my trainee, who keeps asking if I'm okay because I'm quiet and it's exhausting to keep reassuring her.

Bumped into work crush on my way to hide a panic in the toilet. He asked if I was okay, I said yes but couldn't stop my face from doing this 😬

Later he brought a cup of tea to my desk and asked again if everything was OK. I know you'll think I should have said something, not even for the crush but for talking to someone. But I couldn't.

Not really feeling very connected to my body at the minute. Bit dissociatey all of the time. Big blank nothingness interspersed with weepy moments. Bit scary.

Haven't heard from the doctors if I'm registered yet. I ticked the box on the form that I wanted them to let me know. Don't want to bug them but maybe I'll call and check if I haven't heard by next week. Don't know if I'll have the courage to make an appointment though. Don't have the courage for much.

On sofa, wrapped in blanket.

Cup of tea. Going to eat mac and cheese in a min. It's the first thing I've eaten all day, I'm sorry.

Then will go to bed after. Nothing worth staying up for.

I'm so sorry for being such a miseryguts.
Click to expand...
Don't recall that email. I am sure she will get to it when she has the chance.

Surely your boss should be taking up any questions with the person who actually entered the details into the project, how can you be expected to explain someone else's thought process?! You're essentially making an educated guess which your boss could do themselves.

I wouldn't have told crush anything either, so don't feel like we'll judge you for that. It is very sweet that he clearly cares though, I hope the gives you a little bit of happiness.

Definitely give the docs a call I don't see why it should take so long to have you registered.
 
  • Heart
  • Like
Reactions: 7
2busyshopping34

2busyshopping34

Gossgossgoss9888 said:
You're all so lovely.

I know she doesn't work every day because of her kids.

So maybe she hasn't seen it yet. So I should probably recall it because she'll feel bad about missing it.

Or maybe she's seen it but doesn't think it needs a response. In which case she'll see me trying to recall it and will think I'm mad.

Feel like a dick for emailing anyway when other people have real problems and need her help.

Can't bleeping concentrate or focus, it's doing my head in.

Working on a thing that has a connected document that about 5 people have contributed to. Made a couple of updates for the bit I'm doing. Boss reviewed it and came back with loads of comments on the other bits, now I have to dig into all the decisions that other people made weeks ago so I can explain them.

Trying to get stuff done but I feel so slow and stupid, like everything I do is wrong. Still stuck going into the office every day because of my trainee, who keeps asking if I'm okay because I'm quiet and it's exhausting to keep reassuring her.

Bumped into work crush on my way to hide a panic in the toilet. He asked if I was okay, I said yes but couldn't stop my face from doing this 😬

Later he brought a cup of tea to my desk and asked again if everything was OK. I know you'll think I should have said something, not even for the crush but for talking to someone. But I couldn't.

Not really feeling very connected to my body at the minute. Bit dissociatey all of the time. Big blank nothingness interspersed with weepy moments. Bit scary.

Haven't heard from the doctors if I'm registered yet. I ticked the box on the form that I wanted them to let me know. Don't want to bug them but maybe I'll call and check if I haven't heard by next week. Don't know if I'll have the courage to make an appointment though. Don't have the courage for much.

On sofa, wrapped in blanket.

Cup of tea. Going to eat mac and cheese in a min. It's the first thing I've eaten all day, I'm sorry.

Then will go to bed after. Nothing worth staying up for.

I'm so sorry for being such a miseryguts.
Click to expand...
baeby we love u so much and we are so proud of you jsut for getting up today 🤗🤗
 
  • Heart
Reactions: 7
strawberrysunshine_x

strawberrysunshine_x

Gossgossgoss9888 said:
You're all so lovely.

I know she doesn't work every day because of her kids.

So maybe she hasn't seen it yet. So I should probably recall it because she'll feel bad about missing it.

Or maybe she's seen it but doesn't think it needs a response. In which case she'll see me trying to recall it and will think I'm mad.

Feel like a dick for emailing anyway when other people have real problems and need her help.

Can't bleeping concentrate or focus, it's doing my head in.

Working on a thing that has a connected document that about 5 people have contributed to. Made a couple of updates for the bit I'm doing. Boss reviewed it and came back with loads of comments on the other bits, now I have to dig into all the decisions that other people made weeks ago so I can explain them.

Trying to get stuff done but I feel so slow and stupid, like everything I do is wrong. Still stuck going into the office every day because of my trainee, who keeps asking if I'm okay because I'm quiet and it's exhausting to keep reassuring her.

Bumped into work crush on my way to hide a panic in the toilet. He asked if I was okay, I said yes but couldn't stop my face from doing this 😬

Later he brought a cup of tea to my desk and asked again if everything was OK. I know you'll think I should have said something, not even for the crush but for talking to someone. But I couldn't.

Not really feeling very connected to my body at the minute. Bit dissociatey all of the time. Big blank nothingness interspersed with weepy moments. Bit scary.

Haven't heard from the doctors if I'm registered yet. I ticked the box on the form that I wanted them to let me know. Don't want to bug them but maybe I'll call and check if I haven't heard by next week. Don't know if I'll have the courage to make an appointment though. Don't have the courage for much.

On sofa, wrapped in blanket.

Cup of tea. Going to eat mac and cheese in a min. It's the first thing I've eaten all day, I'm sorry.

Then will go to bed after. Nothing worth staying up for.

I'm so sorry for being such a miseryguts.
Click to expand...
Ok honey. This is what I think from being an outsider looking in … maybe I’ve thought of scenarios you haven’t thought of

1 therapist may be unwell that’s why she hasn’t got back to you. Or she isn’t working today. Maybe it’s gone in her spam box. Maybe she’s not seen it. But I’m sure she will get back to you, it’s her job . Don’t think anything bad about emailing. You did the right thing

2 your trainee. I know it’s really draining when someone keeps asking if you’re ok. But try looking at her perspective. If she is training and you are quiet she might be thinking you think she’s tit or not doing a good job. Just a thought 💗 or maybe she just has noticed you are quiet & is concerned. We as humans always want to know why and what is up with people don’t we. Maybe just say oh I’m a quiet person and leave it at that 😘

Hope you’re ok. Don’t apologise. We are all here as a shoulder for you when you need. You’ll get through it I know you will. I don’t mean to go on but maybe you should take some sick days. Do you really think it won’t help xx
 
  • Heart
Reactions: 8
L

LurkingAnnie

Gossgossgoss9888 said:
You're all so lovely.

I know she doesn't work every day because of her kids.

So maybe she hasn't seen it yet. So I should probably recall it because she'll feel bad about missing it.

Or maybe she's seen it but doesn't think it needs a response. In which case she'll see me trying to recall it and will think I'm mad.

Feel like a dick for emailing anyway when other people have real problems and need her help.

Can't bleeping concentrate or focus, it's doing my head in.

Working on a thing that has a connected document that about 5 people have contributed to. Made a couple of updates for the bit I'm doing. Boss reviewed it and came back with loads of comments on the other bits, now I have to dig into all the decisions that other people made weeks ago so I can explain them.

Trying to get stuff done but I feel so slow and stupid, like everything I do is wrong. Still stuck going into the office every day because of my trainee, who keeps asking if I'm okay because I'm quiet and it's exhausting to keep reassuring her.

Bumped into work crush on my way to hide a panic in the toilet. He asked if I was okay, I said yes but couldn't stop my face from doing this 😬

Later he brought a cup of tea to my desk and asked again if everything was OK. I know you'll think I should have said something, not even for the crush but for talking to someone. But I couldn't.

Not really feeling very connected to my body at the minute. Bit dissociatey all of the time. Big blank nothingness interspersed with weepy moments. Bit scary.

Haven't heard from the doctors if I'm registered yet. I ticked the box on the form that I wanted them to let me know. Don't want to bug them but maybe I'll call and check if I haven't heard by next week. Don't know if I'll have the courage to make an appointment though. Don't have the courage for much.

On sofa, wrapped in blanket.

Cup of tea. Going to eat mac and cheese in a min. It's the first thing I've eaten all day, I'm sorry.

Then will go to bed after. Nothing worth staying up for.

I'm so sorry for being such a miseryguts.
Click to expand...
don’t recall that email. You’ve made that step to send it. Even if it’s something for her to refer to next time you meet to try and find a way for her to help you.

you did the right thing

i love that crush knows that you’re not ok and is looking out for you. I understand why you don’t want to tell him, but he seems like a good person.


strawberrysunshine_x said:
Right you’re gonna give me the ick with these 😭😭. Everton bae is not for me 💔
Click to expand...
Everton bae is the best bae 🤣😬💙
 
  • Heart
Reactions: 6
cobette

cobette

What is more tedious?!

@LurkingAnnie having to read 79 JG threads trying to decipher the bairn's post, or that I still occasionally search for the yellow tracksuit?!
 
  • Haha
Reactions: 7
Status
Thread locked. We start a new thread when they have over 1000 posts, click the blue button to see all threads for this topic and find the latest open thread.