At Xmas the other year RLF got us a cover with Dalmatians all over it with Christmas hats and sweaters from Dunelm so we switch between them two atm!I don’t even having a dining tablebut I would love one!!
I know it’s super hard but you should be so proud of yourself for opening up to us, it’s a step that you aren’t just keeping it bottled in, sending lots of hugsHalf manageable morning.
Hideous afternoon.
Don't know how to describe that I feel like crying and smashing shit up and running away to start a new life pretending to be someone else.
Crying on the bus like a mad woman.
Nothing happened. Nothing changed. Just me, my stupid brain held it together for about 6 hours and now is unleashed with a vengeance.
Fuck everything.
Headache like an axe to the temple from gritting my teeth to not cry.
Feeling reckless but am in control. I know how to stay safe.
Sorry to be such shitty company lately. I love you all
No, it's okay, I understand, I get why you're suggesting it.
Sounds mad but I do actually like my job. And there's some stuff coming up in a few weeks that I'm looking forward to.
And I feel like it wouldn't change anything. Dip away from the stress and pressure for a bit but just feel sad on my own, and purposeless, and then would be so anxious going back. Scared that if I stop trying I won't be able to start again.
What in holy fuck are you talking about Bae would be hurt very hurtI love him. And I really wouldn’t complain if he was my RLFnot sure bae would be happy about that
View attachment 1611558 A threesome I didn’t know I wanted
Half manageable morning.
Hideous afternoon.
Don't know how to describe that I feel like crying and smashing shit up and running away to start a new life pretending to be someone else.
Crying on the bus like a mad woman.
Nothing happened. Nothing changed. Just me, my stupid brain held it together for about 6 hours and now is unleashed with a vengeance.
Fuck everything.
Headache like an axe to the temple from gritting my teeth to not cry.
Feeling reckless but am in control. I know how to stay safe.
Sorry to be such shitty company lately. I love you all
I just want him to touch me. Is that really too much to ask??You've made it through another day, you're more than halfway through the week now. You're winning x
I know he looks fucked here but imagine him touching your arm like this and looking at you like that.
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Half manageable morning.
Hideous afternoon.
Don't know how to describe that I feel like crying and smashing shit up and running away to start a new life pretending to be someone else.
Crying on the bus like a mad woman.
Nothing happened. Nothing changed. Just me, my stupid brain held it together for about 6 hours and now is unleashed with a vengeance.
Fuck everything.
Headache like an axe to the temple from gritting my teeth to not cry.
Feeling reckless but am in control. I know how to stay safe.
Sorry to be such shitty company lately. I love you all
Can only echo what the others have said. I hope you are okay - I agree that your therapist wouldn’t have given you their number if they didn’t want you to call. You need to look out for the number one priority -yourself - and do whatever is going to help you in this momentGot her number and email address, she emailed this morning to say she's thinking of me and to reach out if I need to.
Thumb hovering over Reply but I just don't ever feel like it's bad enough to trouble her because I know I can carry it.
So cute. We do have a brekkie bar that we do eat at (sometimes), we’re not absolute trampsAt Xmas the other year RLF got us a cover with Dalmatians all over it with Christmas hats and sweaters from Dunelm so we switch between them two atm!
I know it’s super hard but you should be so proud of yourself for opening up to us, it’s a step that you aren’t just keeping it bottled in, sending lots of hugs
pls can you tell your work about this?
Well doneI can't, it would make things worse.
Emailed therapist. Already wanting to take it back.
It doesn't matter, I always cope. Just complaining as I do.
You didn't give us OOTD
That looks sooo yummySo cute. We do have a brekkie bar that we do eat at (sometimes), we’re not absolute tramps
love the idea of your little fam sitting round the table though.
is just going in the oven
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Hope you have the loveliest time
Make sure you have a drink for all of us
I can't, it would make things worse.
Emailed therapist. Already wanting to take it back.
It doesn't matter, I always cope. Just complaining as I do.
Oh well, it’d be rude not to join you
we said when we got our sofas we wouldn’t…. But we’re lazy and we doThat looks sooo yummy
We never used to sit at the table, we used to just eat on our laps most but when we got new sofas and we had LO RLF said I had to start sitting at the table
That looks soo good! 🥹Oh well, it’d be rude not to join you
Wine Wednesday!!! Hope you have the best time
I’d say this is the nicest one yet
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we said when we got our sofas we wouldn’t…. But we’re lazy and we do
You can have a tit pic if you want?Well done
You didn't give us OOTD
I haven’t put the heating on tonight, yet. But say all cosy in my leggings, one of RLFs hoodies, blanket and slippers. It’s absolutely hammering down with rain, we can’t hear the telly over the rainRLF doesn't let me eat on the sofa so I do it when he isn't there.
He put the heating on, then went outHe has now returned and is complaining it's too hot...
Yes please!You can have a tit pic if you want?
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