Good morning! Hope you’re enjoying the Teletubbies.God that is a bit tight. Why do they do this.
I fell asleep at9pmLittle one wasin bed for 630 after a busy day at soft play with his daddy. Now we’re both wide awake watching telebubbies
I love butter cream
literally just ran here to post this@Violetroselily FWB update... gonna read it a bit later so dont spoil whatever absolute nonsense is going to happen this time round!!
Oh well that’s ok then!!! I don’t need to worrythe amount of walking you do seems to even it out or at least I found that when I went??
I know it’s so interesting to watch him!! He’s so fast and strong but also agile and he does have really nice legs. I actually love it when he was 2 defenders on him and he still powers past them !! He’s a machine. I would totally fancy him if he was better looking. Soz Haaland honey.
Ofc not who'll dry his tears when he finds out you're banging Coady.
I love this.
Thanks for that!
Wow, that’s beautiful!
Fuming. Poor Jack. Was nice to see his shirt lifted up, though.That red card is too little. Good God. What the fuck is that kick on Jack?! Absolutely not necessary.
Oh, this is so pretty. I love sunflowers and butterflies. And yes, this is amazing!!!
I’m crying I’m laughing so much right now.
But naaaw. Brilliant.
No sure if I love bae or Zebra Domes more.Love your outfit, you hottie!
I can't find it! He really didn't wear last year's white kit that often, could be from season before but I think that's more recent hair.
Needs better socks if he’s getting blisters
Throw them at me, I'll happily reply.Thank you
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My heart.I am living for your Disney posts, vicariously living through you right now. Thank you, love, my girls on day and late shift keep as much away from me as possible. Love my team.I've rebooked for later this morning just for youit does look amazing, I've wanted to try the vanilla bean French toast for years!
Please can he come hold in me those arms whilst he fucks me!? Thanks for sorting.
@mimimithis I have missed you this week. Hoping for a peaceful weekend for you x
I am feeling a bit frustrated because things have been much more sedate than usual! Having to cater for mum not really being a Disney person. Should step up a gear when she leaves and actually get on some rides!
I love this man more than anything in the world.
Hi Alf!!
dw Rubae she only landed yesterday evening our time, so you've mostly missed her simping over bae and sleeping. This is her first Disney post
When I took them a long time ago I went several days without sleeping and got all edgy and paranoid and reckless and kind of thought I was a spy.
Then was on them for about 2-3 months at the beginning of this year and it wasn't that extreme but I could feel myself spiralling, like the feeling of hurtling towards something, talking too fast with too many trains of thought and being kind of annoying with no filter on what I said and couldn't keep still and was spending a load of money because of mad ideas. But I had insight enough to realise that was happening and to know I'd be best off not letting it continue happening so when the prescription ran out I stopped taking them and didn't go back to the doctor.
I'm scared as hell of getting help for the highs, because when I did I ended up on a series of antipsychotics that were all varied kinds of shit but what they had in common was they made me dissociate, not just the few minutes I get now and again now when I try to talk about difficult things, but days and weeks of feeling like I didn't exist. And every time they added an antidepressant I went too far the other way and they made me stop taking them immediately. So I was just stuck feeling like a cardboard cut-out of a person.
So I know occasionally popping to the GP to say I'm depressed, taking anti-depressants just to drag me out of the worst of it, then cutting them off before things get out of hand, isn't the best way to deal with things. But I feel slowly dragged down into it over the past couple of weeks and if I don't do something to dislodge it I'm scared it might settle in for months.
Added to all the fear is I'm still registered with the GP I was with when I lived with my parents so I have the constant terror that they might send a letter to what they have as my home address and my parents would open it and that would be all kinds of horrific. So if I can change surgery at least I can get rid of a bit of that fear.
Thank you. I felt a little bit fuzzy. I think mostly I like him because he's a good person, warm and kind and safe. It's that little part of my brain that just wants something soft to lean on.
I am in control. I have insight and logic and am trying my best. Just running on extreme energy saving mode right now. Can probably arrange a late start at some point but it's just raising the energy to get up, go to the surgery, then go to work. Also the horror that some polite person might ask if everything is OK and I'd feel like I had to elaborate but would be physically unable to do so and would just have a meltdown.
I love you lot so much. Hope your holiday is especially wonderful.
Day 2 looks amazing @cobette
We saw one before we saw a Target. I was over it so just wanted to get in and out. I am so very jealous of you vacationing alone.Good night! Thank you for the delicious pics.
Ugh, Walmart? The Big Blue Shithouse? WHY.
Hi bb!
I just saw, with breakfast, too. How is your breakfast so far?
Just relaxing and watching tv. What about you?
