I think she is miserable in the life and persona she created for herself. Having to keep up with all the other 'influencers' she has lost herself. She thinks all the free expensive things she is getting is making her happy but its hollow. Her asking for likes or what to post because she lacks direction is because of this. She doesn't know where she is going so she has to ask. The mentions of breaks, and mental health days and getting away when they've always just returned seems like she just keep running from her unhappiness.
If she would have stayed true to herself it would all be different. They'd be in the city, in the mix, she'd have working relationships with brands she actually liked instead of the ones that cost the most., she wouldn't be begging for a Bentley to drive back and forth. I feel sorry for her today for some reason. If you looked at her in the beginning you'd never think she'd have turned into one of the housewives who loves cater waiter shirts and 80's power blazers.