I actually have come to believe that Alix has serious issues— I don‘t mean that in a flippant way or to be mean, but genuinely there is something wrong with what I assume are severe control issues of some sort? It’s beyond perfectionism, but idk how you’d label it. She is obsessed with maintaining a certain control over her ‘aesthetic’ and image or whatever you’d want to call it, to the point where she basically stops working completely, and honestly I know people assume she is just calm and chill on camera but at this point I’m realizing she is robotic and won’t do anything but speak gently at a low volume in a beige-neutral room in a loose neutral sweater because anything else escapes that bubble of control. And she pretends to just be calm and pleasant but I feel like there is something else going on there, it’s like you can’t imagine her losing that control for a second even to like… laugh uproariously or weirdly? You know what I mean?
The thing is, she is financially stable from being a relatively successful YouTuber back in the day, so she is not yet ‘forced’ to deal with those issues as others might be who find themselves unable to do their day-to-day activities because they aren’t getting an income.