She's only gutted because she's missing out on a chance to be centre of attention of course. Any social occasion that her family has, she just has to be the star of the show and make it about her.
After watching her old vlogs and re-visiting her cocky attitude and getting a reminder of her old ways (which was made me think what a dick she was in the first place) I can guarantee she hates her her current life with a passion. She only left sw because she was big headed enough to think she would get so much work off the back of her kids and end up loaded.. Ryan family diaries anyone?
She hasn't changed one bit she makes those boys fit in with HER life, with very little room for anything else. It's terribly sad for her. I did think she was suffering from PND but I fear this is just her awful personality and how she is. All she truly cares about is money.
I am so excited at the thought of seeing my toddler opening and playing with the gifts we chose for him that I know he will love. Because he already has genuine interests and preferences, not just any old gifted PR SAMPLE shit like her boys get given with no thought from their parents. Every day is Xmas in the Ryan House of course.