I really feel for her, I have suffered loss (one of my twins) and even that was incredibly tough as for the first two years of my survivors life I was convinced that he wasnt going to make it either. I always blamed the loss on looking at baby stuff too early, so can see why she may feel like she could jinx things. I can't bear the thought of another pregnancy and 9 months of anxiety so can totally empathise. Best wishes to Elle and I hope that very soon there will be the pitter patter of tiny feet in her lovely home.