Estee is just one huge contradiction of herself. I watched her live today, where all she did is say one thing and then follow it up with something completely different. Persona vs real Estee
She says she switched off while she was in Mexico, hence no vlog. But then goes on to say she posted lots on Instagram, which she then backtracks to say she didn't engage on Instagram which is what she meant, and then backtracks even further by saying all she did was post not watch anyone else's stories.
Then she says she didn't like Tulum because it was too much for her 'loud music and partying' and that's not her...that's the old her (I thought Estee loves to party?)
Someone asks if she is going to get rid of her tattoos and she says something like yeah because it seems like a 'natural next step' (does it? most people don't get tattoos to remove them a few years later) then she says they aren't her anymore. (more like they remind her of Aslan and old Estee)
Then she says something about Youtube being dead and feels like she's done it all on youtube, but then follows up with saying she feels like she wants to do youtube.
In conclusion, well, which is it Estee?