Most of the time it just honestly feels like she only started pursuing music because she wants to be famous and it was the “easiest” option, not because she has a passion for it. She half-asses most of not all of her songs, she acts like it’s a chore, she has no interest in improving her songwriting or singing or stepping out of her comfort zone in any way (even now when she’s trying to be a “rocker” she’s still pumping out Taylor swift knockoff pop songs), she’s mad and passive aggressive when she doesn’t get the numbers she wants (so, the majority of the time), and she only seems genuinely happy when she reaches a view count/streaming goal or when she charts in any way. All her songs sound like she sees them as low priority to her actual goal: fame. The problem is, her writing is self-important and vapid as tit, she has no stage presence, and she goes off whenever she gets the least bit of criticism. She’s not cut out for fame in the slightest but still thinks her time is coming because of the few remaining fans who suck her ass. If she put in even a bit of effort into improving her craft, or hell, just put in a bit more effort, really, she could do so much more and create work to actually be proud of, but for right now this all screams vanity project and money sink.