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Millais

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Does anyone know the origin/story of her and Satara's names? They're so unusual, especially Elzani. Then Alisha has a pretty standard name.
 
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I am actually really shocked at how well she appears to have done. I don't know many people at all who gain weight and literally just love it and love life. I've been weight restored for seven years and I'm STILL getting outpatient support on and off.. I just struggle so much and I want to hear how she is really feeling.
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Yeh exactly! I'm 99% sure its not all sunshine and Rainbow's as she presents it to be.
 
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I can't help but notice she seems to have lost a bit of weight recently.. hopefully it's just balancing out from her initial recovery weight gain and not due to any restriction.
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I hope she is okay. I remember a uni friend I had who had suffer3d with anorexia at school and then had a big relapse after a break up during uni
 
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Her recent TikTok’s are like she’s body checking? Not sure. I’m hoping it’s not that and she’s not going back to ED behaviours.. especially cause as satara is away to uni now as well as her break up. She must feel a little lonely
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Applespice

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They did just get a new puppy, she does post insta stories occasionally. Definitely no where near like she used to - and I really think that's probably a good thing. Hope she's living the life she hoped of.
Meanwhile her sister Satara is posting a fair few tiktoks of her weight loss which imo hasn't stopped and is rather concerning.
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Agree that it is definitely a good thing for her to be posting less ... at once point it felt like posting food/singy/dancey vids was a bit of an obsession.
 
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emm said:
I only came across her recently, I agree with a lot of what has been said. Her sister ( I cannot remember the name ) quite agressively telling her she hadn't recovered was just awful to hear... I was honestly shocked that she (seemingly secretly filmed it)... but her other sister who has lost all of the weight... this is so worrying, and how Elzani is showing it..... doesn't seem like she is over her ED at all. I feel really bad for her parents, her mum in particualr, it must be SO hard to know what to do in this situation, but they have just babied her too much I guess, and as others have said, which is common in all mental health issues, she hasn't developed since she got ill, so still seems childlike. She seems like a great person, but needs more help
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If you watch her newer channel and more recent videos she is definitely mostly recovered now.
 
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I'm ngl i dont have an eating disorder or ever have but I just enjoy watching her recovery and her videos. She seems like such a strong person, and eating disorder and recovery aside like a genuinely kind hearted lovely girl
 
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It seems as tho some comments show concern for her - she has lost some weight. She did reply to a comment and say she wasn’t eating as much in august because she was broken hearted and lost muscle as she wasn’t training. I do think she’s masking her struggles on TikTok to seem fine And ‘happy’ to everyone
 
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I wonder how she's doing, haven't seen any new videos in a while
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They did just get a new puppy, she does post insta stories occasionally. Definitely no where near like she used to - and I really think that's probably a good thing. Hope she's living the life she hoped of.
Meanwhile her sister Satara is posting a fair few tiktoks of her weight loss which imo hasn't stopped and is rather concerning.
 
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I'm watching her ED unit experience video currently and it's clear she's still very self-conscious of herself and also she mentioned the heartbreak which she is not over at all by the looks of things. I just feel sad that it seems like he's dumped her out of nowhere when things were going well between them.

It's nice to see her talk about inpatient and her recovery so candidly, though.
 
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hrh89

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I just watched the update video she posted and I actually think she is looking a bit better. It’s nice to hear her accepting she hasn’t gained enough weight. I truly hope she can beat this.
 
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Happyheart11

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A bit off topic. I am pretty sure her EX is called Ben king. Seen a TikTok on my for you page and it looks as though he also is in recovery for anorexia. I thought it was an interesting link. Maybe they met on the ward?
 
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I do worry. I had anorexia for 4 years but now recovered and in a good career. There are times when I feel if I let my emotions and let the things life throws at you get to me it could lead to ED thoughts and behaviours. Especially because it’s her first break up. My heart breaks for her.
I agree she needs to look at studying or getting a job. Something to keep her directed and keeps her feeling like she has a purpose. When I was sick, I felt like I had no purpose. When I got a job and socialising it eventually became less and less.
Hoping her fam support her as much as they can
 
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