Alcohol is the worst thing you can self medicate with. My husband did until I gave him an ultimatum, he is so much better no drinking and on his medication. He's lapse a little recently and it infuriates me so much how she behaves. She does not have anxiety, she is just a lazy slob who will use any excuse for staying at home and ordering clothes online.
Lucy, pull yourself together. You are overweight, drinking yourself stupid and flowcing your a on the internet for anyone to see. Take this time off for self improvement, who knows you might actually become a nice person.