Wow. What is going on? So much to unwrap here. First and foremost Crystal can you please just focus on your kids during your break/not break, you are their support system not the other way around!
You can’t raise happy well adjusted kids as a solo parent and have a healthy relationship with them down the track if you are constantly chasing chaos. I know this first hand. Doesn’t mean you can’t be creative! There’s a big difference.
Also, posting cray stories on your biz account isn’t going to help anything. There’s a reason Bunnings, the curtain company, Fish Heads aren’t tagging you!

Get some professional mental help, own your shit and get yourself some local clients. Gonna need to tighten up your act if you want 2023 to be your best year ever.