I'm struggling a bit today. Okay, a lot.
I'm bored, so I'm on social media a lot more, which makes me sad because my account feeds are full of people enjoying days out and revelling in the freedom they do have, whilst I'm still shielding.
I'm getting so bored of playing with my child, it sounds awful but it's getting so monotonous, I've ordered some new games online for us to play to shake things up a bit. I feel that the more freedom the general public get, the harder shielding is going to become.
To make things worse, I'm out of my antidepressants because I'm so bloody stupid and got them confused with my antibiotics (got an infected cut) so I've ordered more today but then I've got to try and get a family member to pick them up for me on Thursday.
I know I'm being a selfish asshole but I am just finding it so hard now. 8 weeks I've been trapped inside.