I just don’t get why she keeps repeating the same stuff in her content lately. This is at least the third post with this exact- what I imagine she thinks is inspirational- “this is a picture from when I was sad about being single, now I am happy (read: no longer single). Never lose hope” type of caption attached. Every video lately is her shouting that “I am truly myself nowadays YES I AM my real identity is that I wear this type of dress so stop telling me not to wear them”.
You’d think with the “traveling” she’s done lately, or the variety of shows she’s been in this past year or, idk, the fact that she’s newly engaged and planning a wedding and life with her fiancé she’d have something new to post about. Some vaguely interesting new thought, about anything new going on in her life now, not a year + ago. But if you read between the lines all her main talking points still revolve around how she’s recovering from her breakup with Oliver. Because that’s what all the incessant blabbering about how she’s redefined herself with striped tights also seems to be hinting at- that she depended on her last relationship to give her a sense of self so much that she’s basically had to reconstruct a new identity because she got dumped.
It’s really fascinating. That she thinks she’s putting out this uplifting content about how far she has come, that actually just looks soooo bleak. And now with Joel she’s making herself even more dependent on her relationship for fulfillment. It’s insane.