Ah - I assume my naive young brain didn’t realise lolto my memory it’s only heavily implied in the book (but obvious if you know what you’re looked for) but happens in plain sight in the tv show
also while i’m here my absolute least favourite books ever are:
it ends with us (had covid reading it, preferred covid).
the happy ever after playlist (abbey jimenez i will never forgive you).
creation lake (i donated this to the tesco bookshelf and i see someone has picked it up. i would like to apologise to that person).
all the colours of the dark (it just made me angry).
and, of course, where the crawdads sing. which is, at this point, basically part of the foundations of my house. sometimes i need to move something near the bookshelf i know it resides behind and i hiss at it. awful book.
Ergh it ends with us - hated it even more when I heard she was releasing an unnecessary sequel ‘for the fans’
And all the colours… I’ve said enough about that.. someone was reading it next to me on the train last week, as soon as I saw 168 at the top of a chapter page I KNEW and was triggered by it.