Beckiejbrown #3 Moan of Arc

[sunniva]

Beckie I don’t think anyone has accused you of wanting any diagnosis just for benefits (?) and I would be hugely surprised if any medical professional ‘expected’ that from you either. It’s hardly financially lucrative to be ND.

You say you want confirmation and validation. I presume you’re pursing an NHS diagnosis because you consider that more valid, more confirming.

But do you not see that this whole thing is an exercise to outsource control and responsibility? Do you know that nothing will actually change unless you change it? Your life will be as shit as you let it be. Validation of your trauma from the NHS will give you nothing. You’re chasing after something which will not give you what you want.

 

[aplysia]

Timeline of the ADHD histrionics: she was told in 2022 that she couldn’t be referred for an ADHD and autism diagnosis at the same time. Turns out that’s wrong and her GP was just trying to save everyone some grief lol. So in May 2023, in the middle of the autism assessment, she was referred for ADHD at her request. September 2023 she gets confirmation that she’s on their 12 month waiting list. She has been hassling them this week and they finally get back to say the waiting list is in fact 18 months but she has been on it since the first referral date May 2023. Not September as she thought. Tears for some reason. Saying that 4 months of her life were ‘’nearly wasted’’??? That’s on you Beckie.

This will all take her to an estimated appointment date of December 2024. Contact with the referral team apparently sounded too robotic for Beckie’s liking? And she’s pissed off that Christmas may interrupt her appointment time. It’s Beckie v the world and the world can’t win.

I'm so convinced that she is already flagged in her patient data. Might be for doctor shopping, secondary gain of illness or personality disorder. And that's why there are so many problems to be referred.

I know that waiting lists for Autism and ADHD diagnoses are already way too long. I visited a talk by someone who works in that field they said that high a number of people who end up being not diagnosed are people with personality disorders and that this is the reason why waiting lists are getting closed. Way too many people who misdiagnose themselves. Beckie is part of the problem.

If she had started therapy when it was offered to her she would be finished with it for 10 years already. SHE is the one who is putting her life on a waiting list. (A nice life which includes jobs, an owned flat, expensive hobbies, a family and pets).

I find it so funny that she RECEIVED an autism diagnosis and it has gained her absolutely nothing because now she keeps running after ADHD.

 

[Hayanuma]

Specifically asking for just photos of yourself is so fucking sad hahaha

 

[taytay512]

Oh for fuck sake, Beckie. She's on one tonight.

First of all, autism is not a terminal illness. Stop talking about it like it is, it's honestly rude to people that have it!

Secondly, Beckie is clearly intelectualising how she feels rather than processing it. Which is fine, I did that a lot before I began my healing journey. But intellectualising it will only get you so far..

 

[Annyct]

She is a permanent victim. She’s spent her life chasing diagnoses to explain why her life hasn’t worked out as she hasn’t expected. Truth is it’s not an illness or disorder it’s cos she’s a dick. She’s had every opportunity life could have thrown at her, university, a social media career, several jobs and a successful career, she has her own place, wtf more could she want. I got I’ll at 14 and despite being predicted top grades I was unable to even do my GCSEs and have spent the last 2 decades in and out of hospital, I have a very very small social circle and yeah I feel fuxking sorry for myself at times but I out in the work to have as kuch of a life as possible and give my daughter every opportunity I never had. She makes me sick

 

[wordzalad]

Why is she acting like autism is a terminal illness? I know plenty of people with autism who live perfectly regular lives. Yes sometimes they might struggle with X or Y but they still are normal every day people .

Dating is surely awkward for everyone? But…if She’s leading with “i like dom and sub but also don’t touch me and leave room for Jesus and I don’t want to kiss you because fluid” it’s going to get a whole lot More awkward. she Seems to think she needs a man to be happy as well which isn’t healthy. Maybe the online purring isn’t getting her enough attention anymore…

 

[Stegosauria]

I think the reason she doesn’t want to go private is that they’ll address her concerns quickly and efficiently, then she won’t have anything to whinge about.

 

[sunniva]

I've not been following her very closely since I was blocked recently. So it's all getting a little blurry, with these parralel meltdowns on different accounts. So on the paddling account she's wallowing because she can no longer do the thing she loves. Because of stigma. But also because it's too difficult. There are no other hobbies for Bec, just this one, which is too difficult because she is too odd and unwelcome in the world. She's feeling down because joy is hard to claim. And also because she no longer looks at all the pink boats in her flat as the key to her freedom. She's been told by an unnamed source that the pink boats are now trigger and she agrees.Text posts are not her forté so poor Bec doesn't know how she's coming across. But incase you misunderstood, she is sad. And also her parents garage is now full of her pink boats / the key to her freedom. It's been a sad year.

On main account we join her live from her bathroom floor, glad it's a weekend so she can vomit to her heart's content. But also just sit there trying to work out if she's nauseous, she can't tell. It takes so long to process so she's in a bit of a Schrödinger's vomit stiutation, actually. And in fact this is the 900th reason she is the only single 31 year old in Greater London and the South East area. She can't possibly be in a relationship because she can't have sex 3 times a week. Which is definitely related to this situation. Because what if he wants to have sex in the morning and she wants to vomit, sorry, process her nausea on the bathroom floor? What is a girl to do? No relationships for Bec. She doesn't want to vomit in the shower. A Bo Burnham remix is playing and Bec is drinking hot chocolate.

Fin.

 

[Abcxyz]

Wow you guys weren't exaggerating... that is in no way, shape or form stimming. How embarrassing.

 

[Mr Sparkle]

*Applying concealer while looking into camera*

"Dearly beloved, we are all gathered here today to mourn Rebecca's love life"

*Poster falls off wall behind her*

"YES! YES! WOOOO! I hate that poster! That's gotta be a sign. Here's to being single. WOOOOOO!!"

 

[kissfm]

I don't think she's capable of caring for anyone other than herself.

Bold of you to say she's capable of caring for herself lol

 

[Bonki]

It still baffles me that she doesn't understand how her filming a migraine disproves a migraine. She had to put up her phone, set it to record, lay down, pretend to have pain. Stop the recording, edit away the setting up part and stopping it part, saving the edited version, edit in some blinking stickers on Instagram, and upload.
You can't have a real migraine and do all of that, I am afraid to even move wrong when I have one because the pain is so intense.

 

[Hayanuma]

She's doing the exact same thing she did with the trich community. Trying to make herself the poster child for it, constantly speaking on behalf of the community, talking about what affects 'us' and how 'we' struggle with things etc. Then she tries to use her autism 'diagnosis', one she relentlessly chased down and rehearsed for, to explain all these fucking MENTAL things like holding mannequin hands or hugging speakers that play cat purrs. She only knows one way, and it's to make herself seem like a permanently ill influencer.

All these afflictions she picks up along the way are almost all used to explain why her last relationship didn't work. They couldn't cope with the trich/the religion/the mystery cripple illness/the autism/the adhd etc.

 

[kissfm]

You guys she needs the NHS diagnosis so she has stuff to post on insta!!! What is she going to post once she’s fully diagnosed? Going with NHS gives her 4 years of non stop content

 

[Bonki]

What effort? Crying on social media about your 1000 aliment's?! Does she really think she is an attractive candidate for love? She has a list of what a partner needs to do for her, but never thinks about what she needs to do for a partner. Comon now, lets be realistic, Beckie has never worked on herself enough to be able to be a partner for anyone.
For crying out loud she says her life can't even start before she gets diagnosed with ADHD?!

 

[sunniva]

Maybe I’m just a regressive gatekeeper or something but I can’t help but find it genuinely offensive that Beckie is now expressing her entitlement to a ‘’wife’’ when she is a documented homophobe, asexual and into age play sub/dom stuff with married men. Vile.

She isn’t expressing attraction to women. She isn’t celebrating a newfound bisexuality. She’s just on her femcel shit again, the whole thing suggests to me that a female partner would be a last resort of narcissistic supply after she’s exhausted all the men in the Chelmsford area.

Sexuality is annother immutable trait she can’t wait to fake/exploit.

 

[sleepingskies]

oh my god so much to comment on these videos.

imagine being the NHS practitioner dealing with people who are so disabled they are non verbal, can’t make themselves a meal, and then you have the narc Beckie who needs a 100 page document about “her life”. Beckie just write a memoir. Don’t waste taxpayers money by making your self obsession into an illness.

secondly “I just want this sorted” what does she think is gonna happen? Autism is life long and even adhd can affect people forever even those who are medicated

 

[nosy_girl]

She's fighting so hard to keep the smile off her face and not really succeeding. "It's been such a bad week " "These are things that will affect me in years to come "... I'm sure we've said this already, but she actually does relish it when bad things happen. It couldn't be more obvious. The last time I saw her this cheerful was when her mum had a fall and got seriously injured.

 

[Hayanuma]

A recent tiktok comment saying that kayaking is for rich ppl has got her in a tizzy lol.

Well, it is. She's gonna say because she bought it second hand that or isn't for better-off people, but it is.

Finding out that her cats are just pissing all over the house (for 'a LONG time') explained so much. She's a friendless old lady that smells of cat piss and spends most of her her time filming herself instead of doing anything about it.

That pool video would drive me fucking insane if I was in that class. Imagine trying to do a kayak lesson and one of the group is just filming herself, shouting off to a camera at all times (even though she's shouting that she can't socialise somehow), just generally being a massive arsehole about it? She's almost got me feeling sorry for the other rich folk in the class

 

[hellodarling]

Holding her mug by the handle again despite claiming to never do that.
And apparently she “fought her corner” but it didn’t achieve anything. Translation: she screamed at an innocent overworked NHS employee for no reason.