The fact she can choose not to go to A&E and is sitting up laughing and joking in a bright af room says everything. Munchhausens.
She is so colin from the secret garden. I swear shed complain if her lemon was too sour. She will swear its her autism making her document but honestly she seems more narc and bpd than autism anywyaI don't understand what a trip to hospital is going to do? What can they honestly do to help her than pain killers ect? Couldn't she just get her family or get a taxi to the hospital if she were that desperate?
If she was actually this bad then she'd not be filming herself. I'm actually starting to believe that she's trying to be as frail and helpless as possible that she can't work or can cut down the work. I don't know if she'd actually get much money on benefits being honest especially as she's shown herself being able to work from home during a 'migraine,' wrenching into her pink bucket at the desk.
I think she called an ambulance because she’s lonely. She sat in her flat all alone with her “migraine” and cat for company. She’s posting on social media but not getting the kind of response and interaction she’s hoping for (not enough attention, not enough pity). So the next best thing is to call the hospital because they are obliged to interact with her. Of course they’re going to send an ambulance, especially if she really did say it feels like I’m dying. Can you imagine the lawsuit if they didn’t send an ambulance and something terrible happened? She just didn’t want the responsibility of having to reject them by claiming she never asked for them in the first place. Also, I’m pretty sure that had she suggested not to send an ambulance, and they agreed with her she would be sat behind her camera, complaining about how they could’ve done that. For all they know she could’ve actually been dying. This is the kind of sick person with dealing with here.I don't understand what a trip to hospital is going to do? What can they honestly do to help her than pain killers ect? Couldn't she just get her family or get a taxi to the hospital if she were that desperate?
If she was actually this bad then she'd not be filming herself. I'm actually starting to believe that she's trying to be as frail and helpless as possible that she can't work or can cut down the work. I don't know if she'd actually get much money on benefits being honest especially as she's shown herself being able to work from home during a 'migraine,' wrenching into her pink bucket at the desk.
Sorry for the double post.I think she called an ambulance because she’s lonely. She sat in her flat all alone with her “migraine” and cat for company. She’s posting on social media but not getting the kind of response and interaction she’s hoping for (not enough attention, not enough pity). So the next best thing is to call the hospital because they are obliged to interact with her. Of course they’re going to send an ambulance, especially if she really did say it feels like I’m dying. Can you imagine the lawsuit if they didn’t send an ambulance and something terrible happened? Also, I’m pretty sure that had she suggested not to send an ambulance, and they agreed with her she would be sat behind her camera, complaining about how they could’ve done that. For all they know she could’ve actually been dying. This is the kind of sick person with dealing with here.
If she lived in the US I’m fairly certain she would magically not have anything wrong with her. She’s a munchie because she can get free healthcare.thank god that Beckie does not live in America or she would be spending a fortune on the ambulances
This 100% my adhd medication only makes it slightly easier to do things. It doesnt fix my disorder and its still on me to do what I need to do, and to put in place the boundaries I need for myself, and the tricks that help me. No one else can do it. Its why she never did well with therapy, because you have to put in the work. There is no magic cure-all. A diagnosis explains why things happened, its still up to you to change and be better. A youtuber I watch with bpd talks about all the time she had to apologize because even though bpd explains the behaviour she still did the wrong thing, so its still on her to apologize and take ownership.The ambulance showed up and she turned them down... Because she was now feeling better? Why not go in and let them do some tests? Get something on record that you are having issues? Why let them come to you and then go "oh no sorry, I don't need anything bye" She must know she has nothing wrong with her, because even IF I was feeling better, I would go in so they could do tests, give me some meds, I dunno refer me to a specialist? If she is suffering with headaches everyday, she needs to be hospitalized anyways. That sounds like a brain tumor.
I wonder what she actually tells the doctors, because if it was I am having migraines pretty much everyday, they would call you in that day to scan your head, not put you on a list for 2 years. She must be on a faker/munch list.
I mean she has always been bad with videos and posting herself, but she is spiraling. I wonder if it is because the autism diagnosis didn't give her the high she wanted, there is not much sympathy for autism, it is mostly self work, just like ADHD. I can't say "I have adhd so I cant do XYZ" You need to find ways to make things work. I need to be self aware, I know this hobby isn't going to last, so maybe spending 200 dollars on it isn't a good idea. So I make a budget for new sudden interests. Sell stuff I am no longer using etc. She can't just keep expecting to be saved, no one is coming to save you, you need to save yourself.
Thought the heavy migraine posting was a direct results of comments on here saying that she seems to have forgotten her migraines since the autism diagnosis.I am 100% sure, from her latest comments in her story about watching herself back, that she reads these posts and is now trying to address how alert she is, and saying it's a misrepresentation of how she really feels.