Oh beauts i feel so guilty now that iv came on here & bloody accused you all!
& now i feel like I seem guilty cos of my paranoia over it
(Guilty by association & all that!) Iv quite a few
crappy mh problems (i just don't flaunter them all over social media) which does make me overthink massively and think that everybody hates me
Now iv a genuine tear in my eye cos you've all been so lovely to me yet again!
My
crappy mh makes my emotions extreme & all over the place (oh god am i Marcus?
)
I completely understand why you all feel the way that you do about newbies etc
& course me being me, started over thinking it & then let my paranoia run away with me
Cos my logic was 'Im technically a new face round town as even tho i interacted with the thread the end of last year, i had never commented & now here i am using all their mm language and slang, they must think I'm a right cheeky
bleep'
oh no have i overstepped kinda thing? Like 'oh god, am I annoying to them?'
Cos of course, i understand all the linger & the little titbits as iv been following for some time
The influx of all the newbies is from Marcus keep mentioning Tattle & they come out of curiosity but then stay for the witty banter!
As i must say, the thread is absolutely fabulous
Some of you beauts are absolutely knicker wetting (or shitting) funny
& as
@pommynoir said, so caring and lovely!
I must admit, here is where i come to wind down (well as much as my messy busy head will let me)
& i know that this particular thread is public & accessible to everybody if they so wish to but it feels more private here & i totally respect that so im not gonna encroach here
It's like the best kept secret over here as not many at all know about this thread so well done on that beauts!
So sorry about the whole written chapter (or 2) that i have wrote here again, i just wanted to explain myself abit better!
& thank you all for being you your all bloody amazing
See you over on the main beauts xxx