Honestly beaut, reading the comments here I don’t think they’re aimed at you. And I don’t think, we’ll I hope not that nobody is trying to pick at one particular person - we are all entitled to join ANY THREAD we want, including this one. You’ve been watching so long that you know no one here is nasty in the slightest, we never have been mean to anyone who joined that I’ve seen.Hi guys, i have had this thread in my watched threads since it first got made back in December and because i thought that you were all such funny fuckas, i decided to watch this one too as i didn't wanna miss anything (but have never actually kept tabs on it so to speak) until somebody over on the main just mentioned it.
So i came over to have a mooch and can't help but think that some of the recent comments are heavily aimed at me.
I first started liking and reacting to all your comments back in December but was never sure how to start joining in.
But when i did, i felt so welcomed & thought that you were all so lovely so i soon came out of my shell & was just starting to feel accepted into your little family
I struggle with anxiety and ocd which leads to intrusive thoughts & paranoia and since reading here i have refrained myself from commenting or interacting on the main thread as i feel like i have now been overbearing and inserted myself a bit too much
I'm so sorry if this is the case, and please do feel free to confirm if I'm right and i will have no issues with quietly leaving the thread.
As i would hate to be part of the problem.
& sorry about the big massive essay, i did hmmmm & aah about writing this but in the end i just needed too
Sorry again if i have pissed anybody off, i honestly didn't ever mean to!
i think most peoples frustrations are at the randoms who pop up quoting something that has JUST happened and then decide to start policing everyone not people who have worthwhile contributions which I think you do. We’ve had this thread for about a year and we all genuinely care about each other, which again I’m sure you can see, and don’t want to lose it.
i apologise if any of my comments have made you feel uncomfortable as that’s not my intention. Normally I’d call someone out for trying to derail but I’m so scared of getting the thread locked I personally come here for a vent which is what I’m sure others are doing too xxxx
ps I do get it though,sometimes our unique personalities make us over think things in a way that isn’t always positive x