I understand her post about intrusive thoughts. When I had PND I used to think all the time ‘What if I pushed the buggy into traffic?’ or ‘What if I drive the car into a wall?’
It’s not about actually harming your baby (I never would have harmed mine). It’s a symptom of a particular kind of mental illness. I’m glad she shared as it’s fucking horrible and isolating (especially as it is such a taboo, as is illustrated by your comment).
There is absolutely nothing wrong with talking about all manner of mental well-being/mental health challenges and issues. They can be as normal as wanting some peace from your family, on a Sunday afternoon, to having deeply shameful intrusive thoughts (which by the way, are a coping mechanism, and will absolutely depend on your own context, and your own formative experiences).
Its not as simple as saying we disapprove of her talking about throwing her baby off a bridge (although I do think she has done this for shock value).
Rather, our disapproval for Anna, is related to her lack of authenticity around what she is really, truly, dealing with day to day.
The collective concern - as far as I can see - is that Anna (as a deeply privileged, intelligent, highly educated and extraordinarily canny business women) is manipulating the vulnerability of others.
She talks about intrusive thoughts, from the comfort of her £1.1 m plus, interior designed home.
Meanwhile Victoria/Hannah/Anna in zone 6/the slightly less upwardly mobile parts of the country, are sitting in their distinctly less glossy homes, wondering why they feel so incredibly shite about their crappy house/interior decor/disposable income/husband.
And yet, Victoria/Anna/Hannah
are compelled to believe in her hokey pokey bollocks. While chucking £40 at her PDF/commoditised armchair therapy
Bring on the mental health reality Anna. Bring it to our doors. And make us lean in. But stop pretending it’s really what you are dealing with or that you ever really have. You started life as an interior design grammer and you pivoted. Now you are riding the mental health wave, for all it can give. 90% of what you write is exaggerated..
You are a fake.