So this is abit of a weird one- Iv been with my boyfriend for 4 years now. (Let’s call him Josh. )We bought a house together 2 years ago and are very happy. When we got together my boyfriend actually had a gf. She was/ is Brazilian, let’s call her Sophia, and they met when he was over there. They did however only see each other for about once a year, for about 2 weeks at a time when he went over there on holiday to see her (as she lives in Brazil)and she could never get over here Due to money and visa issues. I am by no means playing down this relationship, I understand full well the intense feeling long distance relationships can have. I myself had one just before I met Josh.
When Josh realised he had strong feelings for me he did tell her and broke off the relationship- what entailed for a good year and a half later was an intense bullying campaign towards me over social media from her. She would send me awful messages saying how ugly I was, how no one can compare to her beauty etc. She would send me old texts, photos of cards, letters written by Josh to her, she would post countless photos of her and Josh on her social media account. When I blocked her she would only set up another one and send me more abuse. I was clever enough to screenshot all the abuse and show Josh, I also showed him the things I sent her. I even told her once that she was so beautiful and that Josh did love her once but being realistic he would have more of a chance with me as we live in the same country. And I wished her well.
How I wish I didn’t!
Anyway fast forward to now- the problem I have is that his grandma has always remained friends with Sofia on social media. Even despite his mums pleas to not be. Over the years they have corresponded and his nan often makes comments like ‘how beautiful’ ‘stunning’ etc on her photos/ posts. I got used to that and accepted that I can’t make anyone not be friends with someone. It’s their choice and obv his nan thinks she is beautiful beyond belief (which she is) .
Where I am really struggling is that recently his nan has commented again on Sofia’s post saying how beautiful she is and also saying ‘I love you’
Now for me, that has really upset me. Because his nan has made no effort to get to know me, I went round their house once and I dont think she said more than two words to me- which was hi and goodbye. It was my first time at their house and Josh’s family are huge! I felt so shy and they were all speaking a diff language to me and I felt abit out of my depth, so maybe I didn’t say much either. However I found out later that Sophia was ringing his nan while I was there! So Sophia must have known I was going there somehow that day and was trying to make me feel uncomfortable.
When we bought our house his nan never sent us a new home card. The Xmas cards are all to ‘our grandson’ and last year she bought me an Xmas present which was a Tuppa ware box. I did actually send a thank you card for the present which never met with an acknowledgment of the said card. So I just feel she’s never made me welcome, she makes feel like she thinks Sofia was more beautiful and the only one perfect for her grandson. But I don’t know what Iv done wrong! I’m sure she has no idea how horrible Sofia has been to me over the years. Even now she STILL posts things about her and Josh on Instagram, it’s embarrassing. I truly believe she is unhinged because she can’t let go and I do feel by her nan posting I love yous on SM is making her worse!
Although I do find it strange that Sofia and his nan had never even met! I would understand more if she had been in Josh’s life and they had shared Christmas’s and family time together and been close, but this relationship is purely over facebook, I get upset because all of Josh’s family and friends can see what she’s commenting on Sofia’s posts and it makes me feel like a fool. Like I’m not good enough. I know I’m no where near a beautiful as Sofia and I never will be, but I’m a good girlfriend to Josh, I love him so much and we get on so well. We are trying for a baby and are happy, why does she think I’m not good enough? And why is Sofia so amazing!? Am I being too sensitive?
Am I being unreasonable thinking these things and getting upset? I just wanted Josh’s nan to like me. Any words of advice or perspective on this will really help me
When Josh realised he had strong feelings for me he did tell her and broke off the relationship- what entailed for a good year and a half later was an intense bullying campaign towards me over social media from her. She would send me awful messages saying how ugly I was, how no one can compare to her beauty etc. She would send me old texts, photos of cards, letters written by Josh to her, she would post countless photos of her and Josh on her social media account. When I blocked her she would only set up another one and send me more abuse. I was clever enough to screenshot all the abuse and show Josh, I also showed him the things I sent her. I even told her once that she was so beautiful and that Josh did love her once but being realistic he would have more of a chance with me as we live in the same country. And I wished her well.
How I wish I didn’t!
Anyway fast forward to now- the problem I have is that his grandma has always remained friends with Sofia on social media. Even despite his mums pleas to not be. Over the years they have corresponded and his nan often makes comments like ‘how beautiful’ ‘stunning’ etc on her photos/ posts. I got used to that and accepted that I can’t make anyone not be friends with someone. It’s their choice and obv his nan thinks she is beautiful beyond belief (which she is) .
Where I am really struggling is that recently his nan has commented again on Sofia’s post saying how beautiful she is and also saying ‘I love you’
Now for me, that has really upset me. Because his nan has made no effort to get to know me, I went round their house once and I dont think she said more than two words to me- which was hi and goodbye. It was my first time at their house and Josh’s family are huge! I felt so shy and they were all speaking a diff language to me and I felt abit out of my depth, so maybe I didn’t say much either. However I found out later that Sophia was ringing his nan while I was there! So Sophia must have known I was going there somehow that day and was trying to make me feel uncomfortable.
When we bought our house his nan never sent us a new home card. The Xmas cards are all to ‘our grandson’ and last year she bought me an Xmas present which was a Tuppa ware box. I did actually send a thank you card for the present which never met with an acknowledgment of the said card. So I just feel she’s never made me welcome, she makes feel like she thinks Sofia was more beautiful and the only one perfect for her grandson. But I don’t know what Iv done wrong! I’m sure she has no idea how horrible Sofia has been to me over the years. Even now she STILL posts things about her and Josh on Instagram, it’s embarrassing. I truly believe she is unhinged because she can’t let go and I do feel by her nan posting I love yous on SM is making her worse!
Although I do find it strange that Sofia and his nan had never even met! I would understand more if she had been in Josh’s life and they had shared Christmas’s and family time together and been close, but this relationship is purely over facebook, I get upset because all of Josh’s family and friends can see what she’s commenting on Sofia’s posts and it makes me feel like a fool. Like I’m not good enough. I know I’m no where near a beautiful as Sofia and I never will be, but I’m a good girlfriend to Josh, I love him so much and we get on so well. We are trying for a baby and are happy, why does she think I’m not good enough? And why is Sofia so amazing!? Am I being too sensitive?
Am I being unreasonable thinking these things and getting upset? I just wanted Josh’s nan to like me. Any words of advice or perspective on this will really help me