TBF though if I'd fucked my life up and my kids life up as much as Alice has, had no job, no talent, no hair, no pension, no income, no home, no savings, a shit car, a wardrobe full of stained second hand clothes two sizes too small, a rental contract for a house I can't afford, no medical insurance, a shopping addiction I can't afford, an alcohol and drug addiction, no husband (and no prospect of any kind of relationship ever), no real friends or family, a domestic violence restraining order, and two fucked up kids I think I might be just a little bit anxious right now....