Y’all have to watch at the 40 min mark- she is having a breakdown cause she has spent the last year thinking she was going to die cause of her mom’s death.
I just got through that part, it's been a slow painful watch and I'm still not done.
So, this is a real thing. I know, because I dealt with it myself. My mother was 37 when she died. I'll be 51 in a week and a half.

When you hit the age that your mother passed, you don't have a giant "Phew, I made it" celebration. You aren't home free, destined to a full 100 year lifetime because you made it past that age and that's how Jenn is seeing it. You still think every single day--wow, I'm a year older than my mother....wow, I've experienced hitting 40, my mother didn't, hey, I'm 50, I wonder what my mother would have been like at 50. She's acting like she's accomplished this huge thing. It's something that's always with you...forever.
This is going to be controversial, especially for the lurkers, but I think she's full of shit. I've talked about this here before. This is a known thing among the motherless daughter community...the way it's supposed to work, and how it worked for me, is that you are over the top involved in your children's lives. You don't want to be away from them for a moment because you know what it's like to not have a mother present in your life. You know what it's like not to have someone at your soccer game or swim lesson or class party so you are over the top, ridiculously involved.
It's not---oh I'm not going to live past 39 so I'm going to hire a nanny and sleep in and watch every reality tv show there is 24/7 and then take an oh-so-deserved 3 day trip to the Waldorf. And she's never going to wear sunscreen and get burned beyond recognition on her 500th cruise? That's not someone hyper aware of her pending demise. Her actions as a mother is the exact opposite of the actions of someone aware of mother loss. And sadly, with some of her more recent life choices, she dealing with future health issues...soon.
This is a huge trigger for me, when she plays the motherless crap and the infertility bullshit for stan praise, because that's why she does it. It absolutely infuriates me more than it should.