I transcribed Paul's latest video because clearly I have nothing but time. Normal font is his words. Italic is me replying because why not. I love a good analysis of his midnight meltdowns. Honestly, I think he doesnt help himself. He says he needs to come off social media and wants to kill himself - & this isnt the first time he's said it. He's said it a few times now but he still won't delete, and if he does, he'll be back again within the week. He's addicted to social media, the attention it gives - good & bad. He can't help himself.
I agree, I need to come off social media. I want to kill myself. I don’t want to be here anymore, but I’m too scared to end it. So im stuck. Stuck in this weird limbo land of nothingness. No, im not happy, I cant find happy because everytime I try and find happy, or be happy some weird person will step into my life and do some of the weird actions I have ever known in the history of fucking man.
Paul relies on women to make him happy. He thinks that by being in a relationship then automatically all his problems will go away, they will become his little stepford wife and he will be man of the house. I don't think he wants to kill himself, people who are suicidal don’t record videos of themselves and then posts them to social media. He’s just pissed that Frankie entered Sophie and Sharane’s live last night & confirmed that he would turn up unexpectedly to her work place. I mean, the guy needs a restraining order if anything!
How many times has someone tried to befriend me, spoken to me for months and it turns out they don’t actually like me in the fucking end anyway. Who does that? That’s not fucking right. Who goes into a relationship with someone, then tells everyone that it was never a relationship. Then bullshits about that person, continuously. Don’t they have anything in their lives to talk about? Who does that?
To be fair to Paul (and I will only say this once), without Paul, Sophie has nothing to talk about. Everyone knows she curls her hair with her straighteners, that she buys her clothes from H&M, Primark, Zara and gets her homeware from B&M and home bargains. The girl is dead behind the eyes and has zero personality. Every picture and video she uploads she is has slapped on loads of make up and then wacks a filter on top. She doesn’t look like that in real life – and you can see it when you scroll further down where she’s looking like a pale gale complaining about how NOBODY mentioned her mum bod. Without talking about Paul – she has nothing.
Who sits there, spouting body confidence but then will rip into someone for the way they look? Who sits there and goes on about mental health but its okay to bully, harass and have a go at someone else. Who the fuck does that? It turns out the majority of fucking people do that. I am overwhelmingly tired of this weirdness that I walk into every single second of every single day. I am tired of caring for people & that care being thrown back in my face because people seem to be so fucking self-centred that it’s the normality to twist it to make themselves really popular or whatever fucking thing you wanna do, but im tired of it but I cannot escape it.
Paul, you are talking about something that you can control here. The weirdness you walk into every single second of every single day – that sounds like a you problem. Delete your socials, make new friends, get in the real world. The internet is not real life.
There are a few of you that doesn’t count too, and I am so sorry for saying it but im just fucked off, im lost and I don’t know how to say goodbye. I don’t kno how. I don’t know who to trust, who to speak too, I don’t know whos real anymore. Because of fucking social fucking media. Wow. Fucking tiktok, insta, snapchat, fucking facebook, fucking social media. Its an escape from the reality of the real world.
Again, the internet is not real life. It’s not an escape from reality is it if you’re using it to communicate with young girls… sounds like a dangerous reality to live.
You all sit there spouting, spouting, spouting mental health , oh I love everybody. Fuck off man, no. you really don’t fucking at all. You live most of ya for yourselves. Im not the best of friends in the world. I keep forgetting to message and do stuff, but I always try to care. But if I do care about you, you call me creepy or fucking anything else. I have never known a world full of such fucking lies in all my life. None of you live through what I live through every fucking second of every fucking day. Continuous weirdness thrown at me. In the most bizzarrest of fashion. And im sitting here going “well I actually know the truth” and this is me questioning what I actually know, actually happened or didn’t happen, or has happened or going to happen. I find it fucking, fucking, fucking bizarre. & I don’t think I am right for this world. I really don’t because I don’t understand it. I don’t accept this normal recognised behaviour.
Again, all this drama, all this “bizarre unrecognised behaviour” is from the internet. Your problems all stem from the internet but you just cant seem to let it go. Why? Imagine if you put this much effort into your son, or your work life than you do with social media. You could be thriving. Living your best life, but here you are. Recording rants on social media.
That all you people seem to just use. I do not understand it. because fucking paul snapshoteye is on fucking social media. Wow. Absolutely mental. So yes I said at the start I need to come off social media and soon that might be very much a reality. But it depends on whether I can be fucking brave or not.
I’m sorry, what? You need to be “brave” to come off social media? Why? What is so scary about the real world Paul? Is it because you can talk to young girls on here freely without being *judged* and I use that term loosely because we all see you. Is it because you can scout for your next potential girlfriend online, because its easier… because as you said yourself, you don’t date? Because online you can hide behind filters and “I’m such a nice amazing guy” but in reality, women can sniff out the real you?
Im tired of being used and im tired of people stepping in to my life to be fucking universally weird. Just be mad, just be fucking normal. If you don’t wanna talk to me, don’t talk to me, if you do want to talk to me then but don’t fucking … *shakes head, stares off to the wall* Im tired of it man. Its not right, its not normal. It’s the strangest thing I have ever come across. I find it fucking bizarre. On top of that, they call me controlling and manipulating. Of who? Can 1 of you put your hands up that youv been controlled & manipulated by me? But my life is being controlled and manipulated by loads of other fucking people writing bullshit all the time.
Come on now Pool! Just say what you really want. You want someone young, vulnerable, ideally someone who has had a bad relationship so you can swoop on in and save the day. You don’t want a woman with her own voice and her own thoughts and her own opinions. You want someone that is easily controlled, easily manipulated. This whole video right now is you trying to manipulate the situation. If Sophie had never done that live, if Frankie never entered the life and spoke a few words about the situation, would you even be doing this video? Of course not. On other people’s lives, you cant control what they say. You cant mute people and boot people out, you cant put it on subscribers only. You have no choice but to watch them speak their truth and you cannot stand it. so, what do you do to gain that power back? You do this.
Oh, but I see, im not very good at it at all it doesn’t seem, Seems im not a good judge of character. Seems im not a good judge of people I end up going out with. And if I get angry like this then its obviously because im an angry person. If I go quiet its obviously because im a weak person. I live a life where I can’t actually do anything or say anything without it getting used against ya. Try for 2 seconds. My life was happy. Before I was attacked on a daily basis, continuously. Im trying to work out who the fuck wants to be in my life and who doesn’t wanna be in my life, whos pretending to be in my life to amuse themselves to get through their fucking pathetic life. That’s why im unhappy, that’s why im at this point in time where I’m done in life. Seek professional help. Stop fucking being fucking weird then nobody would need to seek professional help. Do what you want with this video. Laff at it. take the piss outta it. enjoy it whatever the fuck you want. Cuz I am done with absolutely everything. That’s it. im done.
You’re unhappy because the narrative didn’t play out like you expected it to play out in your head. You’re unhappy because these women are seeing you for who you really are, and you literally do not know what to do with yourself. You cannot believe that there are women out there that don’t think the sun shines out of your bum. Being in a relationship doesn’t automatically equate to being happy. You have to be happy within yourself and you’re not. You do need professional help or failing that, a restraining order because turning up at peoples workplaces unannounced & turning up to someone’s house with all your belongings after a week to move in is some next level red flag stalking shit!! Oh, and saying only weird people seek professional help – After your pick me vid on mental health & bipolar the other day? You can get in the fucking bin. So uneducated. So pathetic. So hopeless.