I can’t imagine being told you’re close to the end. The thought of having to leave my kids and missing the rest of their lives just breaks me. I’m not going to pretend I like NNL but I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy. It’s a horrific way to go
When my brother died I gained a lot of weight and I didn't even eat very much at all (it was probably the wine in fairness, but we all have to find a way to cope). His weight seems like the least relevant thing here.
. Unless you have 1000s of followers her and a few others was not instresed and to be fair I spent time alone while they made up shit for Instagram in the end I left early cos it was not a fake world I wanted to be in. 
I’m going to preface this by saying I totally understand why people think NNL should be updating her followers after everything, but I honestly do think what an absolutely fucking mental world we live in where updating a load of randoms on an app post MAJOR brain surgery is applauded. What has gone so wrong that this is now expected? The whole health influencer category does boggle my brain sometimesHave to say watching coconutandbuttercup updating and keeping her followers in the loop after MAJOR brain surgery just hours after the op is phenomenal
What a wonderful chuffing woman .. I applaud that ladyI’m not going to slag off NNL or criticise or name call because she is ill but Cordelia and Brogan are REAL !!!! And if I could make them heal with my best wishes they’d be better tomorrow I’m wishing so hard for them
Here we go, how did I guess.
"They're so comfy, I'm going to wear them for all eternity"..with a leg hanging out the coffin...
If your reading this it means I'm no longer here......etc etc
But heres 75% off some Leggings!!!!!!
The trouble I have with her is her constant lies...her lies about how sick she is..how much pain she us in and she can be bed bound and in agony unable to move on day and twirling around at Disneyland days later ...
I've got a job and have stage 4 cancer (the exact same one as nicky)
I totally agree. I've found her recent attitude abhorrent to be honest. My (dearly departed) big brother was misdiagnosed for months leading up to a catastrophic illness - not cancer - but life threatening. He endured 8 operations, 3 cardiac arrests, a 12 week coma, and a 9 month hospital stay, it was all sadly easily avoided. During his (sadly short lived) recovery he was approached by different lawyers (he spoke on channel 4 news when he was in hospital in support of the Junior Doctor strikes, which is how they approached him) multiple times offering to help him sue the NHS and promising to publicise his story to make him money. His response? Why would I criticise and sue the institution that saved me, gave me so much and is the backbone of our society? I was and still am so proud of him for that and so much more. She needs to see the wider picture and get a clue about how over worked, under funded and under valued the NHS is by the current government. I bet she's a Tory.
Just wanted to say, about when my mum died, which wasn’t of cancer, but her heart and kidneys were giving up, she had many health issues and it was her time. The doctor insisted all of us were there and he took us all to a room and said what they proposed to do … would put her on a morphine driver and it would slow her breathing down, but the alternative was a terrible horribly difficult death in which she drowned basically in her lungs filling up with fluid and probably then a cardiac arrest I guess. He went to great pains to ensure we all understood what he was saying and that we all agreed on it. It was handled very well and he gave us all the chance to say if we wanted her to continue as she was. I think it was the humane choice and I was glad for that. It’s difficult. We don’t talk about death enough and people think you can fix things that are irrecoverably broken to the detriment and suffering of that person.
