I genuinely look at people in their 30s, married, house, kids etc and think whoa! That's old!
But then I remember I am all those things



I still look for an adult in situations, and on the rare occasion I actually get a night out and get to be me, not mum, I embrace it and act 18 again (without the random snogging - I don't forget myself that much

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And I do feel quite down for a few days afterwards when I'm realising I am an adult! So I definitely dont think I'm grown up yet!