We started nursery in January and yesterday and probably the day before was the first time he didn’t cry at all during drop off. I was actually kind of offended
he’s excited to see me on pick up though which makes up for it. We’ve also had a few weeks of sickness/teething/bad sleep so it can never seem like the right time and it’s even more horrible leaving them when they are not fully themselves. My manager was great at work, she kept on checking in on me for the first couple of weeks asking how the drop offs were going as she remembers how hard it can be at times.
Once you have your little routine, hopefully mm starts to settle well so you both can look forward to the pick ups and precious time together which you miss whilst she’s at nursery. I too felt like you did in January.