I do reckon she's depressed. May 2017-2018 she was on cloud nine. Loaded and buying things, a new house, about 10 holidays abroad. Then boom..crash back down to earth. If she does read here I hope she sees me say this:- the only person that can help you is YOU. Be that mother you used to be, you can be her again, you just need to get your priorities back in order and sort it out. Get up in the morning, get lively and get out the house. Stop rotting inside cause you feel insecure because of him. You can go it alone without him, you would gain a lot more support if you stood up and said 'nah fuck this shit, my kids and me come first'. Your husband actively portrays the worst image of you, because he can. He cheats. He neglects you and your kids. I should imagine you've lost friends since 2018. There is a world and life without Chris Ingham, and you can be the mother you once were. Use your mind, not your heart. Show your kids how to be independent women. Watch your old vlogs, look how fresh your kids and you looked. Listen to the laughter of them, compared to now. Stop putting the kids on the back burner for money and notoriety, when you would fair much better alone, being strong, without that GREASY WANK STAIN. PUT YOUR KIDS FIRST.
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If she doesn't read here then meh...But we all know she does. If she did this she would gain my respect. Sadly I think she's to far gone, but I like seeing other women do well, and doing it of their own backs...without devil dicks ruling them.