I get what your saying here and feel exactly the same 🫂One of the worst things about me is that I love misery, in a way. I don’t want to feel this way yet I thrive off sadness or something. Don’t know how to explain it. I love torturing myself and overthinking.
Sending you hugs Polly you are always so warm and give amazing advice it really doesn't go unnoticed 1🫂Just to say I’m trying to read everyone’s posts, but I’m not having any luck replying beyond the really superficial.
My brain is just exhausted.
Hope everyone is doing okay. I will catch up properly soon
This is why this thread was made never ever be sorryI'm so depressed right now. Infertility, grief and trauma are kicking my arse. Sorry to post out of the blue
@Maid22 I missed this somehow and only just saw it. Just wanted to say I wasn’t ignoring you!I know you mean the wallowing in a good sense, but sometimes tis hard, a few years ago, I spent nearly 2 months in bed, I still have days like it now,
This is why this thread was made never ever be sorryI'm so depressed right now. Infertility, grief and trauma are kicking my arse. Sorry to post out of the blue
Sending hugs and I know how you feel I left my kids dad he was a narcissist and DV was really bad and I never knew how bad till I was out off it. He didn't hang about and jump straight into a relationship like 14years ment fuck all... when I finally let someone in swept me of my feet I was never that happy with my ex about 7/8 weeks ago found out he was with his wife the whole time. Owed me 500 that I lent him he used me and was very clever with it. I just feel so unlovable all the time I never be good enough for someone one. So I know how feel 🫂2 failed relationships ( one cheated, I dumped him and the other decided I wasn't for him as I had low self esteem, I did too much for him and his daughter and I had put on weight !!!) , stressful job, a miscarriage in the mix finally took its toll. I've been on anti depressants now for 4.5 years, an 8 week stay in St Pats Dublin in 2020. Straight into lockdown once I came home. I live alone so I definitely feel last few years have been tough!
Currently on sick leave from work. Attended my psychiatrist a few weeks ago and said I'm still not feeling great finding the mornings so tough. Low motivation, no energy etc. So I'm currently weaning off venlaflaxine ( was on max dose 375mg) along with citalopram 20mg.
In 2 weeks or so I will be starting zyban 150mg, has anyone been on this (its normally used to wean off cigarette addiction)
Thanks for reading
Same with Hinch feigning anxiety.Monroe will often claim she’s depressed, but it’s usually a shield against criticism
I wasn't having ago at you lovely, I actually haven't got dressed since Thursday either, but I need to get my shit together for tomorrow, am soo angry and upset about something, if you see a mad woman from Cornwall in the news tomorrow, that'll be me!@Maid22 I missed this somehow and only just saw it. Just wanted to say I wasn’t ignoring you!
I absolutely have those days myself, I haven’t got dressed since Thursday (when I had to)
I wouldn’t ever tell anyone to ‘stop wallowing’ usually, I said it with kindness as AC said I wish I had someone to tell me to stop x
Angry and upset isn’t goodI wasn't having ago at you lovely, I actually haven't got dressed since Thursday either, but I need to get my shit together for tomorrow, am soo angry and upset about something, if you see a mad woman from Cornwall in the news tomorrow, that'll be me!
I'm actually looking forward to tomorrow, yeah I'm ticking at the mo, I just really hate being shit on and folks get away with it!Angry and upset isn’t goodHope you manage some rest, if not sleep x
She’s doing well, thank you for asking!I'm actually looking forward to tomorrow, yeah I'm ticking at the mo, I just really hate being shit on and folks get away with it!
How's your doggy xx
Omg, she's gorgeous, is she a spaniel? I had to really look cos she looks like a collie with her colouring , fingers and toes crossed her results will come back clear x I'm in bed with my handsome boy next to me, that's my dog not my ohShe’s doing well, thank you for asking!
Post-op check tomorrow, and then hopefully stitches out Thursday. Not sure when we’ll get biopsy results but I’m trying not to worry (ha ha)
Right now she wants to go to bed
Yes she’s a springer. She’s a real beauty, and the most wonderful temperament. She came into my life at the perfect time and I will be forever thankful for her.Omg, she's gorgeous, is she a spaniel? I had to really look cos she looks like a collie with her colouring , fingers and toes crossed her results will come back clear x I'm in bed with my handsome boy next to me, that's my dog not my oh
Gorgeous girl xYes she’s a springer. She’s a real beauty, and the most wonderful temperament. She came into my life at the perfect time and I will be forever thankful for her.
That made me laugh! Dog forever here now, no man again
Yes she’s a springer. She’s a real beauty, and the most wonderful temperament. She came into my life at the perfect time and I will be forever thankful for her.
That made me laugh! Dog forever here now, no man again
Could you put your place up for sale, get out of the mortgage, use the money to take a break from work and rethink what you want to do next??Just need a rant sorry
I’m feel so low, I hate my job and the type of work I do, I find it so stressful and I dread every day.
My problem is I’m on my own with a mortgage so I can’t afford to leave and get any job, I’d need at least the salary I’m already on.
I feel so stuck. If it wasn’t for my cats I don’t think I’d be here. I don’t see any way out. I feel so lost.
Thanks for listening xx
I’d have nowhere to go and couldn’t afford to rent where I liveCould you put your place up for sale, get out of the mortgage, use the money to take a break from work and rethink what you want to do next??
Move somewhere new, somewhere cheaper to live so you can take a pay cut and give yourself a breather? The property market is insane for those selling at the moment - you’ll probably make a good bit of money on your place. You definitely have options hereI’d have nowhere to go and couldn’t afford to rent where I liveI’m just totally stuck. I wish I could afford to just get a job in boots, or on a reception etc where there would be much less stress and I didn’t have to think about how much work I’ve got to do day and night x
So happy to hear that! Your dog is gorgeousBeen for the dog’s post-op check. Vet has had the lab results - no tumour!!
Such a relief.
I’m so sorry to hear you are feeling low and stuckJust need a rant sorry
I’m feel so low, I hate my job and the type of work I do, I find it so stressful and I dread every day.
My problem is I’m on my own with a mortgage so I can’t afford to leave and get any job, I’d need at least the salary I’m already on.
I feel so stuck. If it wasn’t for my cats I don’t think I’d be here. I don’t see any way out. I feel so lost.
Thanks for listening xx
That’s true. Just scary isn’t it. I was married and I find having to do everything on my own a lot to deal with amongst other things. Think it’s an overwhelming fear of the unknown xxMove somewhere new, somewhere cheaper to live so you can take a pay cut and give yourself a breather? The property market is insane for those selling at the moment - you’ll probably make a good bit of money on your place. You definitely have options here
Hi yes it is and I do at the moment, but work want me to go back in a few days per week. Currently waiting on an OH assessment as I recently got diagnosed with a disability too which isn’t helping matters xxSo happy to hear that! Your dog is gorgeous
I’m so sorry to hear you are feeling low and stuckIs your job a desk one? Could you possibly work from home to reduce the stress levels?
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