I'm so sorry.Drifting seems less brutal. Iām trying to do that at the moment, and finding it hard because itās making me feel rude!.
Iāve a friendship group that I feel very much in the edges of. Some of it is my fault; Iām a quieter, more reserved person than the others and often donāt get a word in edgeways.
But I always remember what people tell me. if someone is going away, or something important is happening. At least Iāll ask how it went, etc., None of them seem to have any real interest in what everyone else is doing, unless itās to copy or better it.
I once dropped everything to go and help one of them out in a crisis. A few months later, she was relating the story to me, as if I werenāt there; sheād completely completely forgotten! Which just made me feel so insignificant.
Another time I was with this same person when she picked up a box of Christmas Cards, saying that theyād do for neighbours etc, and sheād get better ones for close friends. She later gave one of them to me!! This year she did a similar thing; itās all these little things that make me realise that iāve been investing more in the friendship than them.
I had a Birthday recently. One of them remembered and sent me a card, another messaged a few days later to apologise for missing it. No one else knew or remembered. Weāve been friends for around 7 years now.
Iāve come to realise that, rightly or wrongly, I donāt want to feel the way they make me feel.
But I feel rude at the moment because Iāve not responded to a group chat about a possible night out. And Iāve agreed to something else thatās happening at the end of the summer that I now know I donāt want to go to.
Itās not easy. Iām sorry youāre having a rough time, and I hope you find a way through it.
You've just reminded me of a psycho friend from school who stole from me on multiple occasions, then when I called her out on it called me mad, and told everyone from school that i was mad (not that they listened.)I had a so called friend before. Lol the cheek of this girl. She come round my house one day and I'd just been out clothes shopping. I have the chest of an overweight pre pubescent boy, she had/has enormous massive melons. She was also 2 dress sizes bigger then me. She tried on my (expensive) new jacket. I calmly explained to her that the reason the jacket was riding half way up her belly and she couldn't zip it up properly was cause it didn't fit. Oh no that couldn't possibly be the reason, it just fitted us 'differently'. She left after a bit and I thought nothing of it. Later in the evening I realise one of my bags and all my new clothes were missing - she had smuggled my clothes out my house using my bag to do so, the nerve lmao. I go to ask her about it and I've been deleted on fb, number blocked and all sorts. So I put a public post on fb asking mutuals if they could let her know I'd like my stolen items back please. Her mother sent me some big long angry message about how she's the most loyal friend I'd ever have, I better watch my back and if I want my stuff I need to come and ask for it.
Last time I checked she has a child now - doesn't appear to be a father on the scene. Lol.
I definitely feel that I have to broaden my horizons a bit and meet new people. Or just find new interests to pursue and content myself with those and with my family.I'm so sorry.
I can relate. About 4 years ago I felt like this with a friendship group. Not saying it's the same as what you're going through now because what you've described sounds very hurtful. But I know what it's like to feel as though you're on the periphery and that people are just unthinking.
I am back in the fold now and things are better, but I have made other friends so that I'm not reliant on one group as much.
Do you think that might help you?
My daughter reckons it was because she needed cash. She knew my very generous family gave me cheques for Xmas instead of gifts as we are on benefits. One Xmas she cracked her halogen hob and I ended up buying her a new one, not paid back of course. When I asked her for some money towards it she said, and I quote, āIt wasnāt your money anyway, why should I pay you. You can see Iām struggling too.ā (40 a day ciggie habit and hoarder). God I am so glad sheās gone.Please could you update with why she was at your door three years later? Or didnāt you answer? Iām very invested
Don't put loads of pressure on yourself, but great that you have that mindset and also you're not being rude.I definitely feel that I have to broaden my horizons a bit and meet new people. Or just find new interests to pursue and content myself with those and with my family.
It annoys me that I worry so much about being rude and cutting myself off from people who donāt care either way
Iām glad you got to a better place
The mother never liked me any way. Apparently I humiliated her daughter. No she did that herself by stealing someone who was a friend to hers belongings.She stole from you and her family have the nerve to threaten you as well. WTF!!!
This is so true. Your 20s really makes and breaks friendships imo. Some people mature quicker than others so you end up the same age with different mindsets. I got to a point where I had had enough of childish games and sick of the high school girl dramaProblem is when youāve been friends with someone since early teens when you get to your 20s youāre very different people. I had a friend and we were close but she started making unreasonable demands for birthdays and Christmases (I wonāt go into specific details as itās boring and long) but I told her I wasnāt going to do what she asked as I thought it was OTT. I still went. She wasnāt happy that I didnāt commit to the whole escapade. She wasnāt happy I didnāt do as she wanted and kept badgering me with texts and phone calls about why I didnāt do what she wanted. Spoilt brat much!
We have hardly spoken since. This happened about 12 years ago lol. Bye bye aināt got time for people that demand you do things their way and are funny with you when you donāt do it. Are you 7 years old???
F that!
Wow that is insane, what a nut job she and her family areI had a so called friend before. Lol the cheek of this girl. She come round my house one day and I'd just been out clothes shopping. I have the chest of an overweight pre pubescent boy, she had/has enormous massive melons. She was also 2 dress sizes bigger then me. She tried on my (expensive) new jacket. I calmly explained to her that the reason the jacket was riding half way up her belly and she couldn't zip it up properly was cause it didn't fit. Oh no that couldn't possibly be the reason, it just fitted us 'differently'. She left after a bit and I thought nothing of it. Later in the evening I realise one of my bags and all my new clothes were missing - she had smuggled my clothes out my house using my bag to do so, the nerve lmao. I go to ask her about it and I've been deleted on fb, number blocked and all sorts. So I put a public post on fb asking mutuals if they could let her know I'd like my stolen items back please. Her mother sent me some big long angry message about how she's the most loyal friend I'd ever have, I better watch my back and if I want my stuff I need to come and ask for it.
Last time I checked she has a child now - doesn't appear to be a father on the scene. Lol.
I would have contacted the policeI had a so called friend before. Lol the cheek of this girl. She come round my house one day and I'd just been out clothes shopping. I have the chest of an overweight pre pubescent boy, she had/has enormous massive melons. She was also 2 dress sizes bigger then me. She tried on my (expensive) new jacket. I calmly explained to her that the reason the jacket was riding half way up her belly and she couldn't zip it up properly was cause it didn't fit. Oh no that couldn't possibly be the reason, it just fitted us 'differently'. She left after a bit and I thought nothing of it. Later in the evening I realise one of my bags and all my new clothes were missing - she had smuggled my clothes out my house using my bag to do so, the nerve lmao. I go to ask her about it and I've been deleted on fb, number blocked and all sorts. So I put a public post on fb asking mutuals if they could let her know I'd like my stolen items back please. Her mother sent me some big long angry message about how she's the most loyal friend I'd ever have, I better watch my back and if I want my stuff I need to come and ask for it.
Last time I checked she has a child now - doesn't appear to be a father on the scene. Lol.