Yes you're correct we don't follow you because we are invested in you, we follow to laugh and give sympathy to the kids and hubby who need it. You're following has gone down because you're a broken record and you don't change it to get better.
Can't be all to every single community, hun you aren't all to your family. Care about them before Kirk or Palestine. You aren't trying your best at all tbh and you ignore all the people that give you advice because you know it.
You don't give a tit about Kirk, it's all for you to feel relevant, to still be part of influencing.
If you genuinely were invested in Kirk then you'd know he was racist.