Spent most of my afternoon crying ladies.
I work full time and kids in school and childcare. My childcare monthly bill is almost the same as my wage, but have always been reluctant to leave work and be a stay at home mother cos I would honestly lose the will to live. I dont have the fanciest job but I love sitting in my wee office and chatting to coworkers etc.
Anyway, because of the cost we're entitled to help for it from UC. Submitted my evidence today to get my wee bit back (about 40% of my bill covered) and was told I'd be getting £0.
I burst into tears in work, I've never done that before. But I have £30 left in my account and 3 weeks to payday. I eventually got it sorted after a chat with a lovely man from UC (who made me cry even more).
I HATE this. I've never had a day of unemployment since I was 16. I've done everything right and still in crippled. I've honestly spent most of today in tears about what a mess this whole country is in and I'm nervous and worried. I don't like relying om any help.
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![Loudly crying face :sob: 😭](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/joypixels/emoji-assets@5.0/png/64/1f62d.png)