I get being religious but she sounds unhinged.Wasn't she crying in her walk in wardrobe at one point and God told her that she will have a baby? I remember she was crying in her walk in wardrobe and God told her something but can't fully remember what was said/told. Also I kinda remember her saying for ages and ages that she couldn't have her own kids, and then after she got rejected from the adoption & fostering options, she conceived.