Jeez get a life, you knew the bloke for about a month
It kind of feels like this has been probably one of the only times Marcus has felt an actual connection (however one sided) and I can see that the girl in the video is a raver ... and it looked like they all partied together ... Possibly Marcus has never experienced these things before - excitement (partying), danger (drugs), belonging (a crowd of ravers), a (to Marcus) attractive male where we don't really know what the crack was ...
I can't quite put into words what I mean but I have mourned holiday romances and times with people I've partied with and memories long gone ... taken a long time to get over things that I didn't want to end ... I have had a hard time accepting things that I didn't like the outcome of etc
I know someone has died and that is awful in itself
I'm in no way excusing his behaviour I'm just thinking out loud that it must be more so difficult for someone who probably can't differentiate between emotions or feelings or boundaries and has no coping mechanisms and very few friends by the looks of things - he has said this is the hardest thing he's ever gone through and he's talking about it online ... If he had a good support network then he wouldn't have to do that. He just seems so lost.
I know the person who died and Marcus weren't on good terms and that probably makes it even worse for him tbh.
He said on the stories that he is putting it out there because he wants people to see because he wants help and he wants someone to help him and I do believe him on that. I don't think he's that good of an actor to fake cry the way he did.