It’s a cold Curly Wurly for me, hardened up in the fridge. Yum.
Hotel ChocolatIt's all gone wrong for Milk Tray. It's almost as if Cadbury have said "Right. What are the shittest chocolates we can conjure up?"
Not impressed.
The reason I ask is cause I wanna know I got it right.Do we think Dr NoName will ever be named?
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Great post. Wish I could be as articulate as this, could not agree more with most of it, especially the building up to it, 'seeing what happens', causing chaos and her background with her parents.Have you got screenshots? Was it the same girl who said she was in her sister's year at school?
This is really interesting about the schoolwork sabotage. I noticed that her spelling is not good, which on its own doesn't indicate academic ability, as some people are dyslexic, or just not good at it. But the poor quality of her lies under cross-examination showed her to be not very intelligent, despite how articulate she appears. Makes me wonder if academic ability is a sore point for her. I wonder if she has always felt herself mentally superior to others but is ashamed of her unremarkable intellect, and gets her kicks from tricking and manipulating others to feel clever instead.
My view of her psychology, similar to @Beigerac (great name btw) is that she has a combination of severe Narcissistic Personality Disorder, and Anti-Social Personality Disorder (aka psychopathy) which in my opinion is the very dangerous combination that can make a serial killer. She is also clearly jealous and witchy, which comes across in her interactions with other staff. An anonymous nurse who was described in court as her best friend seemed witchy too, in texts that didn't make the reporting. Sadly, Lucy doesn't seem bulliable at all to me, so I think she'll be ok inside after the media storm wears off. She'll have the staff wrapped round her little finger and keep playing the victim.
I was not getting Munchausen vibes, because despite the needle stick "fainting" and attention seeking, I don't think she likes to look weak. I used to think the attention seeking was very much in the background to her primary motivations of sadism, power, thrill-seeking, and feeling of intellectual superiority (from tricking parents and doctors). But this info, if true, has changed my mind a bit. I still don't think she's at the level of having actual Munchausen's, but the attention-seeking might be more prominent than I thought.
Her brain must be a soup of seething hatred, resentment, entitlement, jealousy, grandiosity, bitterness, spite and cruelty. Imagine being so embittered when by her mid-20's she had a degree, a successful career, was a home owner, had a good social life and was considered attractive.
I also think she has been like this her whole conscious life, and nothing "triggered" her. Maybe something motivated her to finally cross the line into murder, but I think she's had these sick fantasies for a very long time, and probably trained to be a children's nurse specifically to hurt babies, plus having the respectability and status that she craves. She likely started off by hurting or sabotaging them in less major ways (like the heel-sticking torture that's been spoken of, and plunging feeds in), and eventually progressed to murder. It was probably a case of plucking up the "courage" for want of a better word, and getting herself comfortable. She probably built up by sabotaging the care of babies without the specific aim of killing them, just to see what would happen. I also think she might have finished off babies who were already naturally dying as practice. Then when she finally took control and played God by committing murder, it was addictive.
She caused chaos in the ward - making the medication calculation sheet go missing, the "accidental" phone call to babies A and B's parents while Baby D was dying, the not getting the camera in time. I bet she was the cause of some of the plumbing problems - one of them was from a wipe being shoved down the sink. There's a saying, when the cat and dog are fighting, the mouse runs free. So she causes chaos so she can sneak around undetected. I bet she has been doing that for a very long time.
My impression of her parents - from what I read, not what I briefly saw in person - is that they believe their perfect baby is innocent, but they know she's going down. I strongly suspect that Lucy was heavily spoiled as a child, especially emotionally rather than materially. Probably someone who grew up to believe nothing was ever her fault and everyone else was nasty and jealous.
Me-rail - I was very gifted as a child (in reality, I was just an early developer mentally), and my dad would not stop boasting about me, and making me feel better than everyone else. He would judge and dismiss my friends behind their backs, and boast about my supposed abilities to everyone he met - this was literally when I was toddler to primary-school age. I had a real nasty streak as a child, thought I was better than everyone and was consumed with jealousy about others' achievements, and was really horrible until the age of about 15. I imagine Lucy to be like this x 1000, and never maturing out of it.
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I think one of the reasons why I’m so invested in this case is because I’m a parent to an only child who we obviously adore beyond words (‘there are no words’, urgh) and to be quite honest we spoil a lot. She’s very clever and talented beyond her years but I do worry that we overdo it with the encouragement. We do tend to put her on a pedestal and the journey to her existence was not an easy one and I think that contributes. I hope I’m just overly paranoid but I worry that we’re going to hear that the genesis of all of this was that her parents told her she was the best thing ever when she was a kid. Thankfully our little one is genuinely kind and caring but still, you worry about nature and nurture and all that.Great post. Wish I could be as articulate as this, could not agree more with most of it, especially the building up to it, 'seeing what happens', causing chaos and her background with her parents.
Frazzles are a top tier crisp and I’ll fight anybody who says otherwise. Supermarket off brands also accepted.Now we’ve done chocolate. What we sayin for crisps?
They are banging in a sarnie tooFrazzles are a top tier crisp and I’ll fight anybody who says otherwise. Supermarket off brands also accepted.
Says the ones wishing a serial murderer of babies all the best and a lifetime of shagging hot Spaniards in Ibiza and making babies.coLleCtive BraIn capAciTy oF GnATs
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