I know we’ve discussed this at length and I think it is always good to be critical of your own thought process etc, but even as all the evidence is as strong as it is, I just cannot get my head around this - and part of it is absolutely how she looks.
Her photos look relatively social to me (fair enough perhaps all work related), but she’s not exactly a wallflower skulking in the corner being awkward. She has a very stereotypical friendly face (and I realise that totally falls into white blonde girl territory).
I had a thought last night that at some point surely we’ve all had intrusive thoughts about a situation (not to the extent of murdering a baby), but there are thoughts that have fleetingly crossed my mind that I would be mortified at anyone else knowing about never mind pouring over and analysing them. If she’s guilty, how can she bear to have all of this out in the open?
This is truly head mincing trial.
It’s a lot to get your head around. It’s truly horrific when you are faced with the fact somebody did this. However, the more we hear the more damning it is.
In the beginning I was very open minded. She could have been set up, it could be a huge cover up, she could be the fall guy, who knows? But those thoughts have gone now and I can only know from what I am reading and hearing I can’t really see how this is just all unfortunate, unless she’s really being set up. But why?
Yes, she looks normal. She looks friendly, she looks very average. You would not think she could hurt a fly is you met her as a nurse.
But sadly she is not the first and won’t be the last.
There are plenty of serial killers who are were well liked, good looking, considered charming and even held down jobs and perfectly normal lives on the surface. But human beings are complicated, and the the most part as you’ve said most people could never get past the ‘thought’ of doing something so heinous. Most people will think it, but will never do it.
We know nothing about her background. Her life, her childhood, how she related to other people, a few Facebook pictures rarely tell the story.
I will never say whether I think she did it or not. All I can think is to my mind the evidence so far is damning.
I’m sure profilers and criminology know what to look for in terms of patterns, even her texts. They will see things we don’t.
It’s definitely a complete head f***k