He wants to appear as if he's beaten all odds and risen above expectations. I don't know why he can't accept that he has had a good education, had privileges and still does because he has comfortably contemplated life in a free London flat without an immense and urgent obligation to make money. I do wish him well but most studytubers are dying to be The Exception one way or another and it's tiring to watch, which is a shame because I used to enjoy their content.