Ooh, the [Alice CAPS] PRIVATE texts. It didn’t matter that she threatened to destroy him in every inconceivable way possible (‘UPSET’ and ‘BLINDSIDED’ my arse) and kept his children from him while stealing his money and going to the newspapers and other media. Narcissists tend to believe that their relationship with their victim(s) is one in which both parties are equally complicit. If the victim stays with them, it becomes their personal little secret, a kind of ineffably warped love language (I have direct experience of this in my past relationships/family life). Revealing the extent to which the narcissist will go to the general public leaves a narcissistic wound the size of the Mariana Trench. She’s only angry that she’s been found out - but I will also wager that when her cowardly, rat-like brain realised there was no way she could defend herself in court on the basis of being ‘EMOTIONAL’ and ‘DISTRAUGHT’, she decided to make herself the victim - what a terrible man IG was to show her at her LOWEST when she was VOMITING and SHAKING with FEAR.
All narcissists know is how to play games - and they compete for the grand prize at the Victim Olympics. What worries me, though, is that because Alice is getting so little in terms of engagement and support, to the extent that we have an uncanny “Tale of Two Alices” in which she fights with herself and denies her own existence, that she’s going to escalate. She needs attention like air. I wonder what the hell is going on behind the scenes? As usual, it will be worse than we can ever imagine.
I really like this post, I don't think Alice believes they are equally complicit, as she sees Ioan leaving as being the locus for her undoing. If he had only stayed and kept the status quo, no matter how much of a fiction it was, none of this would have happened. She thinks this is all on him.
Her obsession with Bianca is fascinating to me. She has created in her mind, and put on SM, an entirely imagined accounting of that relationship, assigning motives, actions, and outcomes. These are either based on the thinnest evidence, or Alice's outright lies. Nothing she reports is any way based in reality, as she has never let truth stand in the way of making a slander. Her accusations change with the wind, or her alcohol/ambien intake. I don't think she really believes Bianca is somehow the mastermind running a shadow campaign against her, but saying it makes her a fair target for her ire. Nothing is off the table, and she is framed as having no redeeming qualities. She is sexually promiscuous, a home wrecker, a liar, and ugly to boot. There is no objective evidence for any of this. Outside of Alice's circle of haters, Bianca comes across as resilient, spiritual and optimistic. She seems to have made friends, and found her place here, despite the constant character assassination. I'm sure it makes Alice absolutely nuts to see Bianca's social circle expanding as her own shrinks.
Alice truly needs Bianca at this point to keep control of the entire situation. She has demonized Bianca to her daughters as being the reason their parents aren't together, and made it obvious seeing her would be a betrayal to their mother. She has convinced her followers, who don't seem to share a critical brain cell between the lot of them, that's Bianca's a slut who wronged Alice, and destroyed her perfect marriage. She has attempted to split Ioan and Bianca as a couple, and she sees it as justified revenge on her ex.
Sadly, she seems to forget that between the two of them, she is the one with a long and documented history of internet trolling and abuse. She really doesn't seem to understand that SM isn't a courtroom, and her machinations will be very transparent once she's in one. I'll be very curious to see how it all plays out...