I don’t drink often, maybe literally one or two drinks at home every month, often less than that. I’ll go out every couple of months and have 1-2 with a meal, or up to like 6 if I’m hitting the cocktails (my weakness). I like the buzz of a few drinks and the taste but I can take it or leave it. I hate the feeling of being wasted too
I come from a family of alcoholics and while their lives sadden me, it’s not the motivation for not drinking more. I just don’t feel a need to drink more, thankfully. Also honestly I’m tight with money and hate spending on any kind of liquid and alcohol is so expensive too