I feel so bad for you, knowing the other 2 are invited. I was excluded from a group of friends many years ago after having a baby and it was heart breaking.
Nothing we can say will really help, you are rightly hurt by her actions. But if she were truly your best friend, she wouldn’t treat you this way.
After I was excluded from my friends for about a year I had none. No friends at all. Now I’ve made a new, lovely group of friends who I can see are so much better for me. When I look back the relationship in my old group wasn’t healthy.
it helps that someone empathises, thank you. It’s such a complex issue - children are a blessing but it’s hard work - especially so at the moment; a 1 and a 3 year old and limited places we can go/people we can see. I think that makes it hurt all the more. On two occasions I’ve been told ‘your so lucky... don’t let this upset you, enjoy your amazing life’ or words to that effect
I am grateful for my lovely husband, house, children, job etc but it’s not just luck - we create our own fortunes to a-certain degree and it doesn’t mean that children don’t have days where they don’t listen to you, or spend all day beating each other up.... it’s not all sunshine and rainbows! I only went back to work in September and had been on maternity leave since June the previous year. We’ve been together every day and although I’m so lucky , it’s doesn’t mean that sometimes I get a feeling in the pit of my stomach when it just feels like Groundhog Day. Friends are what gets you through and so I feel sad that I don’t have that support at the moment, especially when even with young kids I’ve always made sure that I’ve had time for them.
I don’t think she’s left you out on purpose. I agree that you should do something separately with her and just keep the friendship going. Often friendships drift because you both think the other one has a problem and nobody does and it’s over something small.
New girl sounds like an idiot! And with regards to what you said, about this is why I didn’t like talking about the old friend because you never know what’s going to happen - I agree and you’re right to say it, maybe best friend blew up because she thought it was insensitive but I’m sure when she really thinks about it she’ll realise you’re right in what you said xx
Thank you. Have been really beating myself up wondering if I said something heinous; I was so careful to not come across like ‘i told you so’ and was horrified that I might have missed the mark. I suffer with quite bad social anxiety so this kind of thing is just my worst nightmare for over analysing all the potential errors in my behaviour.
I think I just need to let the situation develop and not take it to heart. Have a conversation about it when things are a bit more normal and hope too much time hasn’t elapsed for it to be salvageable.