I was right all along. Her anxiety and mental health is nothing but a storyline and a free pass for
crappy behavior or lack of transparency or not following through on content like the book club. She had no anxiety when she was away in her clamping pod. No anxiety when she’s at events. Her anxiety is literally thrown out when she fucks up. She takes to her bed when the reality of minding her kids sinks in. I won’t lie there are days my hubby comes home and I’ll go spend an hour having a cup of tea and catch up on you tubers I follow. Just for a bit of sanity. I’m a full time mum and a full time carer. I haven’t had a full nights sleep since February and I haven’t had a day off since then either when I met a friend to go shopping. There are days I cry because I’m stressed and tired and totally fed up with the relentless task of minding two kids under three as well as being a carer for my child with a serious medical condition. I can’t just decide to take some time out for my mental health. Because I don’t have anyone but myself and my hubby to mind my kids. She slacks off her Instagram job and her parenting job when it suits her. If i slack off in my parenting then my eldest child could either get very sick or die from lack of care. Duck her and her
bleeping fake ass bullshit anxiety. Imagine the anxiety you would have being awake all night trying to keep your child alive. Imagine the anxiety of constant minute by minute hour by hour trying to keep your child Healthy and well and alive. Imagine being told your child had a life long condition that would not only impact their everyday life but could have further serious complications. Imagine that grace and
bleeping cry anxiety. This little pity party she throws when someone says boo to her is sickening my arse now. I’d love four nights away in a free glancing pod without the kids but I have nobody to mind my kids especially my eldest.
Sorry for the long rant but I actually am spitting fire with rage at this stage. There are mothers out there everyday grinding and grafting to keep a roof over their families heads and food in their bellies. Their are mams with kids with serious medical conditions who are terrified of what their future holds. There are mams left as widows and trying to hold their life together for their kids.
Grace is a big crying baby too used to having everything her own way and being pandered too. When the going gets tough she cries anxiety. Bullshit.
If only we can send her these messages without being called trolls or bullies. I too suffer with severe anxiety that has gotten worse with this pandemic and not working due to being high risk. I feel like tit waking up every day being on the verge of tears with only a few hours sleep. I get up look after my son plaster on a smile and make everyday fun for him. She is so selfish she honestly hasn't a clue what real people with mental health feel. I really wish I could message her but it'll probably won't make a difference.
I hope you’re ok
you sound like An amazing mama to get up and get on with it for the sake of your child. I hope your days get brighter and better. You got this