Yes completely! I get that it was probably meant to be a bit of arrested development with her trauma from when she was 10 but I found her characterisation so jarring that it took me out of the story if that makes sense?I found this book very irritating. Her characterisation is all over the place - she's supposedly intelligent, goes to work every day, listens to the news, does crosswords etc and yet has never heard of McDonalds? Like, she's unwell and possibly neurodivergent, she's not an alien.