I had an emergency c section as baby was stuck. I hardly remember it, but I asked them to take the sheet down so I could watch and they said no the one bit I remember is after baby was out, they had to do something and said 'it will feel like we're washing dishes in your stomach' and it did! So bizarre. Wasnt traumatic though and I wasnt scared. I just struggled afterwards, getting up to walk around etc. I believe a planned section is much calmer from what I've been told. Good luck xx