I think the main reason why she chose to masquerade as an elegant, old money, aristocratic woman in the first place is because she knew she had no chance in Dubai or Monaco next to creme de la creme hookers. Not only in terms of physical appearance but also the mindset. She may appear like an icy, heartless, Russian golddigger to naive western girls; moldy, clueless "pick-up artists"; and mid-age crisis morning shows hosts BUT in her essence, she doesn't really have what it takes to be a top notch golddigger. Her main problem is escapism. Her life is a thread of escape attempts in forms of different phases ( avoiding education and responsibilities, desperate for freedom, fun, carefree life, jumping from one trashy job to another, running from one summer destination to another, unable to maintain a healthy and stable relationship or anything permanent and substantial in her life, deep insecurities about physique...). In her case, this goes beyond youth confusion that many of us have gone through and "finding yourself". She wasn't finding, she was escaping herself. There is something about her that screams ---> childhood trauma. Growing up without her father could have played a big role. Maybe she grew up feeling rejected, unwanted, unworthy. Who knows what was the relationship like with her mother and stepfather. No siblings, no close relatives, no friends. She mentioned being bullied in school and never fully adapting to Sweden. Has this woman ever experienced real happiness and a sense of belonging and worthiness ? Has she ever had a healthy relationship with anyone in her life that could have set a standard for further relations ? There is a lot that we don't know about her past but what is obvious now is that she has a lot of unrepaired damage and uncleared mess. I'm an optimistic and a firm believer that there is a solution to every problem and although her problem is big, heavy, and covered with dust she could find a solution and live a happier life but I think she doesn't have the balls to face it and get down to work. She feels the need to "clean up" something in her life. Hence the constant detoxes, diets, trying to be all polished and flawless, forcing it on others (overcompensating)...
Back to the golddigger part. In order to be the best golddigger, a mind has to work like a Swiss watch. The ones that are really golden
have their
tit together. Easy life is not what leads a woman to this path. Every golddigger has her sad story but like the quote says "some are burned by fire, others are built from it". Anna has too many psychological blockages and the bottom line is, despite what she preaches, she doesn't value and love herself. At the age of 35, she is still like a young adult trying to "find herself" but paradoxically, she is losing her mind trying to escape herself. The aristocratic wife scenario didn't work out (quelle surprise) so the only option left is to attempt D class escorting in Dubai. I think at this point she doesn't even care anymore, all she wants is some quick cash in an environment which feels more like her natural habitat where she doesn't have to fake it and hide as much as in Geneva.