I'm the exact same, glad I found a thread on this...Amybabydoll69 was one of the first accounts I followed on youtube... between 2008 - 2013 I absolutely ADORED her fashion, beauty, wedding, interior and travel content on her blog....her babies essentially being stillborn is horrific and I wouldn't wish it on anyone and whilst I can fully appreciate that theres probably not a day that goes by when she doesn't think of them and I certainly don't think they shouldnt be mentioned on her social media but the extent of these type of posts to me, just gives her social media a real gloomy edge, its like the majority of her content is related to death and grief....
Case in point:
Instagram post about her eldests birthday, a whole paragraph where her grief about the twins is mentioned: Instagram post about the season of autumn both her mum and her twins deaths mentioned: Post about christmas, mums death mentioned:
She's evidently deeply affected by both these horrific events and should seek help ASAP. Her husband studied a really prestigious degree like mechanical engineering and obviously must be well paid for them to make the move to the US. From what I've seen of him on her blog, I didnt think he was the sort who'd just willingly give that up to live in a shed with 3 kids and grow his own food supply
who knows?!