Honestly I relate so much and have done similar in the past, but please don't hide away. There's nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about xxI am similar! When I met my partner, I was a size 26. He has never weighed more than 10 stone his whole life.
He doesn't 'prefer' fat women. His ex was a size 8. He just doesn't care.
I worry he would get laughed at behind his back to the point I don't like being seen by anyone he works with and if I have to pick him up from work, I park at the back of the carpark.
On topic, I have now had a look throught her profile and they do seem pretty annoying!!