I had to come away for abit coz i watched nick last night on a few videos and it broke me, it brought it all back with my brother and how I wished I’d had just gotten in contact

I live with it everyday so it’s breaking me seeing nick this way. He tried and fought so hard to save his brother. I too was an 80s baby and grew up with nick and Aaron. They were my world. It hit me harder than I thought. His decline the last few months, he just turned into someone no one recognised, and those around him enabled his behaviour. Check the star.. Melanie.. his mama. They all knew. I saw a video of Aaron from 2 weeks ago singing shape of my heart.. saying his brother was an amazing singer, and he loved him and had his back. He wanted to reconcile and was calling out to him. Families are complicated.
TMZ released an article saying that computer duster was found in his bathroom and bedroom along with prescription pills and that he’d been unalive for a while and Zelda was with him



that dog adored him. I’m conflicted about how I’m feeling about tomorrow, but it’s what Nick is doing to get through this so I’m sure the whole of the arena will be there with love and support
Edit - also Lina Valentinas stories are absolutely heart wrenching… he was happy, healthy and had a different vibe and sparkle in his eyes when he was with her! He looked so so happy! He just unfortunately couldn’t be saved.