she’s all over the place and it’s clear she’s zooming along at 100mph doing all this shit to make up for something else lacking in her life. I speak from experience, I got sober at 32, it’s even laughable how similar our paths are as I went to Kilimanjaro a year after being sober too and I can sorta relate to her now as I was back then. I crashed and burned and nearly had a break down when I realised I was searching for something that only I could give myself, not trips away or experiences or nice things. Thankfully I made it to AA and it gave me back some peace, calm and contentment in my life that I was searching through all these mental adventures. I’m not saying she needs to do the same but I know I was running around like she was (minus the cringe videos) giving myself all these mini highs one after the other like she seems to be doing instead of living in the moment. I could be wrong and speaking out of turn but I do hope she takes it back a little and realises she doesn’t need to find herself because she comes across as a lovely girl just as she is.