I second this, you’ve gone through a lot of change and still are. It might have all been overwhelming. I hope you can at least find some happiness living in the house either for the time being or it grows on you.People rarely like change, takes time to find your flow in new surroundings. Plus life is a bit meh at the minute living in this bizarre covid world. Throw in pregnancy hormones, a small child and full time job…you have a lot going on.