I'm just really struggling with this. And I'm a kid who grew up in Belfast. I know what a bomb was or an indiscriminate shooting was, I'm not some naive white Princess with no idea about the *other* world. I have visited Ukraine and have been to many of those town squares that we now see lit up by gun fire, those city buildings we now see destroyed, hosted many fun nights drinking Horilka with Ukrainians who had never had a good football team but embraced the EUROs with open arms, kind hearts and smiles, not Nazis. Seeing all those so needlessly destroyed weighs heavily on my heart. I cannot imagine the fear and terror of those same people having to hide under ground for endless hours knowing that their home and life was being destroyed above them by an enemy with no real cause.
I moved my family to Asia almost 20 years ago for my husband's job. We visited Bali as soon as the terror threat was lifted after the 2002 bombing because I believe wholly in speaking with our feet. We went into areas of Indonesia that were recently under attack so that we could spend money and help them rebuild. If it weren't for covid we would be living in India now, instead we are back in England.
We came back to a town that in 2018 was the victim of a Russian nerve agent attack. The after effects are still felt here today.
Russia has attacked here and given they saw no fault at all with releasing a nerve agent they developed into a sleepy English town known only for its Cathedral, the Magna Carta and proximity to Stonehenge. No one here knew a 'Russian traitor' was their neighbour, no one here knew that one day the KHB old guard would come knocking.
Do you really, truly know, absolutely that you don't have a former Russian spy living in your neighborhood?
And today. We have all watched the last week unfold. Watched a Ukrainian people unite and defend their homeland. We all know Putin assumed he was going to roll right through the country and take over Kyiv with little battle. Instead the Ukrainians heard a call to arms and have answered, with home made grenades and rifles they have never fired before. As one united people and good golly did they surprise us all. As Zelenskyy said in his recent video "They wanted us to be silent. But the whole world was behind us"
I have a photo of myself sat on these white steps:
But it isn't about me. Those buildings were bars, businesses, homes. And they are gone. Imagine what it would be like for your home to look like this?
And then this video :
And we have to wonder just what is coming next?
I believe our world from February 23rd 2022 is gone forever. This day was likely always coming.
But I'm done. Elon Musk is a prize prick, but I'm good for him to take a chance on sending me to Mars. I'll take my chances on life therec rather than live on the cess pit we have created here.